Hi living,
I thought I remembered you. I saw your last post an re-read some of your old post.
They locked your other recent post so I will use this one.
Please don’t think I’m trying to hurt you. I don’t know you but I don’t want anybody in pain you need to hear hard truth and tough love.
This post is not really applicable to you. Your husband did not find himself in a situation where feelings overwhelmed his judgment.
Your husband is a serial cheater and a serial liar. You are in an abusive toxic relationship with a terrible human being.
He is actively and aggressively trying to cheat on you constantly. He is using you.
He aggressively pursued your friends wife and she was open to it. I would guess your husband is good looking and charismatic. He is definitely aggressive which we’ll get to.
This is one big reason you are stuck in an abusive relationship. You need to switch your focus on fixing the relationship to researching how women get addicted to abusive relationships. See if this cycle resembles your dynamic in any way.
I bet if you made him take a polygraph you would discover even more affairs. I would bet money.
In fact 2 of your stories perfectly explain how affairs can occur.
One the text to your good girl friend about how great her ass looked. He was clearly making a very bold aggressive pass to your friend. Now she rejected him but did not tell you because she knew you would not leave him and you would very likely end your friendship with her. We can argue if she handled things correctly but she had at least some boundaries. I would bet she kept some distance from him after wards unless you have discovered something new. The way she shut it down signaled to him that she was not Interested and might tell on him if he continued. So he stopped. If she had not shut that down immediately it would have gotten worse real fast.
Now let’s look at the affair you caught. I guarantee he did the same thing to your friends wife. She probably thought he was cute and liked him and found him funny. Essentially she found him attractive. When he made the bold aggressive move she did not want to tell her husband as it would have caused major problems and ended the friendship between you all. Also she liked it to some degree. But because she did not blow it up, she kept the secret hidden. And while she kept the dirty secret hidden she was thinking about it and him. This increased her attraction to him. Since she did not blow it up or shut it down immediately like your friend did he took it as a sign that she was open.
He then very likely began pursuing her more and the more things that happened flirting, first kiss get her further down the rabbit hole and then she could not tell her husband as it would possibly lead to divorce. So the cycle continued secrets, anxiety, thinking, fantasizing, these created a powerful cocktail that seduced the wife.
It is actually a very similar feelings cocktail that trap many women in abusive toxic relationships.
The fear, worry, obsessing mixed with orgasms and moments of joy are intoxicating.
Look at just these two stories. Openly trying to seduce your good friend (I was just joking my ass) and sleeping with his friends wife. Mixed together These are elite terrible behaviors even in this world of cheaters.
If it was just the affair with the friends wife maybe it was bad boundaries and a one time temporary insanity of feelings that got out of control but two people in your inner circle? Willing to destroy his friend ship with his own friend, his friend marriage and your close friend ship also betraying you both times. That’s a bad sign.
Also the lying "it was the Xanax" yea bull s@&t.
I hope that I am wrong but you are looking for answers and many of your post are questioning your own worth. But there is nothing wrong with you except your picker.
You picked a bad partner. That’s it.
Please keep posting and the other pros can help I’m just not sure if all these individual post about specific topics will help you.
If you truly have a very broken person (which seems very obvious to me) (but I am just one guy with an opinion) that is the real question.
If I am correct then there is nothing about you that needs to be fixed (except that picker) there is no deep analysis of individual behaviors. You need to get out immediately and implement no contact immediately and forever. The type of guy I think he is will stay in your life forever and will do nothing but harm.
I truly hope for the best for you. I hope I’m wrong and he learned the error of his ways but I would actually bet money that I am right. And I did not re read all your post right now but I did read them all at one point and I have consistently thought the same thing again and again.
Judging from your post I think deep down you know that too.
Like I said I am one guy with an opinion but I wish you all the best and I hope you find true happiness.