Charity411 ( member #41033) posted at 9:47 PM on Monday, April 18th, 2016
I'm praying for you daily Deeply Scared. I'm praying so hard I think you should change your name to Deeply Sacred. 
copout ( member #22421) posted at 10:19 PM on Monday, April 18th, 2016
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.
collateraldamage ( member #32546) posted at 10:35 PM on Monday, April 18th, 2016
Me:BS (46) Him:WH (46)
Married 20 years/together 26
Two DS 16/14
DD#1 2/1994 (PA) DD#2 1997-2000?? several EA DD#3 2/17/2011 PA 6 months DD#4 7/13/2011 My Space Account (from 20007) looking for casual sex 10/17/2011 DD#1,000,000... new EA
Rebreather ( member #30817) posted at 11:18 PM on Monday, April 18th, 2016
Oh, I am so, so sorry to see this! DS, I have zero doubts that you will be this cancer bitch into submission. I'm just so sorry you have to go through this. I will do anything if you guys need assistance here. Anything at all.
Be well. Take good care of yourself. Rest. Be gentle with yourself. Allow others to help you. We are all here for you.
Me BS
Him WH
2 ddays in '07
Rec'd.
"The cure for the pain, is the pain." -Rumi
sadcat ( member #8637) posted at 12:31 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
I am so sorry to hear this. (((((((DS and MH))))))))
You are in my thoughts!
Never let your fear decide your fate.....AWOLNATION
If this isn't what I consider soulmate crap, I don't know what is.
dragonflies ( member #44188) posted at 12:42 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
will be thinking of you.
my sister beat the crap out of breast cancer and you will too.
Me - BW 40ish/Him - FwH 40ish/4 young kids / Dday - confession out of the blue April 2014.
Deeply Scared (original poster administrator #2) posted at 1:40 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
I am deeply touched by all of these replies. Your words of encouragement and love is overwhelming...thank you so very, very much 
We had flooding here today so my radiation orientation was delayed until tomorrow morning at 9:00am. I wish I could have started today....waiting just feels like something evil is growing in me.
Would you consider something like a Go Fund Me page for those of us who would like to contribute to the financial burden? Also, is there an address we could send well-wishes and little tokens of happiness to bring a smile to your face?
That's so sweet of you...but I just don't feel comfortable with a GoFund me page when so many other people are truly in more need than we are...and for that I'm very thankful!!
But...if anyone wants to send me a card or well wishes...I'm certainly open for whoring myself out for that! 
SI.com
395 Sawdust RD., #2164
The Woodlands, Texas 77380-2299
I am strong. I'm going to win this battle and I'm going to have a long life with MH and was travel around in our motorhome with 3 obnoxious Pomeranians
Thank you again...I can't tell you how much this all means to us
AK47 this shit!!!! 
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
Pentup ( member #20563) posted at 1:44 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
I am strong. I'm going to win this battle and I'm going to have a long life with MH and was travel around in our motorhome with 3 obnoxious Pomeranians
YES YOU ARE!!!
Me- BS
Him- FWS (I hope- F)
lieshurt ( member #14003) posted at 2:03 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
I am strong. I'm going to win this battle and I'm going to have a long life with MH and was travel around in our motorhome with 3 obnoxious Pomeranians
Without a doubt. Ban that cancer like it was NYJerry.
No one changes unless they want to. Not if you beg them. Not if you shame them. Not if you use reason, emotion, or tough love. There is only one thing that makes someone change: their own realization that they need to.
inconnu ( member #24518) posted at 2:07 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
AK47 this shit!!!!
we may need shirts with this on them. just sayin'...
There is no joy without gratitude. - Brené Brown
Deeply Scared (original poster administrator #2) posted at 2:09 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
Ban that cancer like it was NYJerry.
ROTFLMAO!!!!!!
AK47 this shit!!!!
we may need shirts with this on them. just sayin'...
I swear...I told MH that exact same thing not 30 minutes ago!!!
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
abbycadabby ( member #27428) posted at 2:15 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
I LOVE your attitude! You've got this. AND you have tons of SI mojo, prayers, and love here to bolster you when you're feeling weak.
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 3:02 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
Definitely need shirts!
You're going to kick this cancer's butt!
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 3:34 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
purplejacket4 ( member #34262) posted at 3:38 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
Gigantic huge hugs coming your way!!!
Me: BS 50
Her: FWS 53 (both family med MDs; together 23 years)
OW: who cares (PhD)
Dday: 10/11: 11/11 TT for months; NC 8/12
Limboconsiliationish
"band aids don't fix bullet holes" Taylor Swift
I NEVER mind medical ???
Phoenix1 ( member #38928) posted at 3:45 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
fBS - Me
Xhole - Multiple LTAs/2 OCs over 20+yrs
Adult Kids
Happily divorced!
You can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending. ~C.S. Lewis~
Catwoman ( member #1330) posted at 3:49 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
Having kicked cancer's ass last year, I am ending all the mojo I can muster your way. I am here if you need to talk about it. Will you be having surgery as well?
You and MH will be in my thoughts he prayers.
Cat
FBS: Married 20 years, 2 daughters 27 and 24. Divorced by the grace of GOD.
D-Days: 2/23/93; 10/11/97; 3/5/03
Ex & OW Broke up 12-10
"An erection does not count as personal growth."
sad12008 ( member #18179) posted at 3:59 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
Aw hell, DS!! F*ck. I'm so sorry. Such a scary, disorienting, crapstorm to be facing. You already know you are a strong, strong woman emotionally...this will be running another gauntlet and it likely will not be a time you'll reflect on fondly down the road. However, you've got a ton of mojo and positive energy raining down on you. You're otherwise healthy and have good support, and you've got the right medical care. You were on top of things and weren't complacent when you noticed something seemed awry.
I have faith you'll weather this storm. Sending you lots of "kick cancer's a$$" energy and positive thoughts. You and MH are going to be in my thoughts and I'm sending you both strength.
((((DS & MH))))
You can't fill a cup with no bottom.
BlueIris ( member #47551) posted at 6:00 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
Sending loads of mojo and positive vibes and love your way, DS. You got this, and you've got loads of folks who are right there with you ...well, you know what I mean. :) Peace and strength to you and MH!
BW | Dday 2-20-2015 + TT for several weeks
"The truth will set you free but first it will piss you off."
Unhinged ( member #47977) posted at 7:01 AM on Tuesday, April 19th, 2016
DeeplyScared, if there's any truth at all to karma, fifty thousand people grateful for SI and all that you've done to make this website work is a lot of really, really positive karma. I for one will be hoping you can beat this and praying for you and MH. Best wishes to you!
Unhinged
Married 2005
D-Day April, 2015
Divorced May, 2022
"The Universe is not short on wake-up calls. We're just quick to hit the snooze button." -Brene Brown
