Kodi ( member #16237) posted at 1:30 AM on Sunday, November 27th, 2016
Cally60 ( member #23437) posted at 5:32 AM on Sunday, November 27th, 2016
Continuing to think of you both on a daily basis and sending you warm, positive wishes.....
trying to smile ( member #9683) posted at 9:13 AM on Sunday, November 27th, 2016
More love, strength, healing thoughts and Aussie mojo coming your way.
tts
Good Women.
May we know them,
May we be them,
May we raise them.
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"so when he finally showed his true colours they proved to be a startling shade of turd".
Edie ( member #26133) posted at 11:53 AM on Sunday, November 27th, 2016
oh DS, that all sounds really rough, am so glad that the pain is under control and that the corner might have been turned. Much love x
Twooddss ( new member #56153) posted at 4:56 PM on Sunday, November 27th, 2016
no soliciting
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Pentup ( member #20563) posted at 4:39 AM on Tuesday, November 29th, 2016
Checking in to see how your Thanksgiving went? Daily prayers for the 2 of you!
Me- BS
Him- FWS (I hope- F)
Lovingmyselfmore ( member #46119) posted at 10:20 PM on Tuesday, November 29th, 2016
Dear DS,
I wish to send you a downloadble audio of a process that talks to the subconscious mind and is something that may be helpful to help you in your healing.
How can I send it to you?
love
LMM
dday: september-12-2014
Me: 42 EX: 46 gay or bisexual (go figure!) together: 12 years
Dday to 3 months: suicidal 1 year after: huge depression- 1.5 years still kind of depressed-Took me 2.5 years to be kind of happy again
yearsofpain25 ( member #42012) posted at 10:33 PM on Tuesday, November 29th, 2016
Also stopping by to check in. Continued positive thoughts and prayers your way.
#AK47thisshit!!!
"I remind myself of this. I am a survivor. I have taken all this world has dished out and am still here. So there is no reason to be afraid. Whatever happens, I will survive. So now onto living. It is time for me to thrive." - DrJekyll
JanetS ( member #2766) posted at 11:28 PM on Tuesday, November 29th, 2016
Just want you guys to know that I am thinking about you, often.
hexed ( member #19258) posted at 3:15 PM on Wednesday, November 30th, 2016
((DS)) I am not around so much any more but check this thread when ever I am to see how you are doing. I keep hoping this has all ended (in a good way) for you. MDA is the best in the country. I love the staff there every single time I get a chance to work at their sites.
Just lots and lots and lots of mojo heading your way from my corner of the world.
But that's just a lot of water
Underneath a bridge I burned
And there's no use in backtracking
Around corners I have turned
“Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future.” -foulton oursler
MangledHeart ( Webmaster) posted at 2:59 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Thank you so much everyone for your continued thoughts and prayers. I’m sure many of you have noticed Deeply Scared’s absence from the site.
A week ago today I took DS to a follow up lab visit as part of the trial protocols. Once we were home for a short while, the APN called and instructed us to get to the emergency room. Her labs indicated critical sodium levels. I immediately took her to the ER. She had a-fib and her bp had dropped to considerably low levels. They concluded she had an infection.
They transferred her out of ICU into a regular room on Monday afternoon. She had some struggles since then. But today was a good day. She had been confined to a bed for the last 7 days. Today she had physical therapy and was able to walk 10 feet. I was also able to get her to eat some protein which she has been lacking.
We are hoping she will be in good enough shape to get out of the hospital in time to come help coordinate the elves’ party on Saturday. The elves have been volunteering to work overtime to do more than build toys, drink milk and eat cookies (...or tequila and pizza for that matter) and take care of the Christmas card exchange. And for that DS and I will be eternally grateful.
We are also very grateful for your continued support, thoughts and prayers during our continued day by day adventure AK47ing this shit! 
DS colored a picture to help build encouragement... 
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Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow; it empties today of its strength. ~Corrie Ten Boom
authenticnow ( member #16024) posted at 3:08 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
(((DS and MH)))
Please tell that beautiful and wonderful lady that she's been in our thoughts constantly. There isn't an hour that goes by during the day that my mind doesn't go to her for one reason or another. It usually ends up with me smiling, and with so many loving thoughts surrounding my sister friend.
LD and I have been talking for the past few days about her beautiful spirit and exuberant energy. The world is a better place because of the two of you. Please give DS a hug from us, and one for yourself too.
DS, you are forever in my heart. Thank you for sharing your beautiful spirit with me. I will always try to live by the example you have set. I love you and miss you every day and am sorry you had to go so soon, it just doesn't seem fair.
zebra25 ( member #29431) posted at 3:17 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Continued prayers for healing and strength.
HUGS to you both.
"Don't let anyone who hasn't been in your shoes tell you how to tie your laces."
D-day April 2010
JanetS ( member #2766) posted at 4:21 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Thank you for the update. Sounds like your elves are lovely, and busy.
So sorry for the difficulties. You'll continue to be in my prayers and I look forward to the day when the lab results make you holler "Hell YAH!!!"
StillStanding1 ( member #40144) posted at 5:45 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Prayers going out to you both. Keep up the fight! May you feel the love of all the people you have helped over the years.
Me: BS50s Him: WH50s
M 25 years - DD DS DS
LTA = 2+ yrs, Dday - 2/13, S for 1 year, now R
Sparkle0504 ( member #40379) posted at 7:18 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Continued mojo from across the Pond. I am totally in awe of both of you.
Sparkle
Me 52 (BS) Him 60 (EXSAWH)
DDay (too many to mention), but 1st 06/2011
I'm done. Separated.
Time is always right, to do right. (Dr Martin Luther King)
trying to smile ( member #9683) posted at 8:59 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Beautiful colouring DS (yes, that's how colouring is spelled )
Big big hugs, prayers and healing thoughts to both of you.
((((DS & MH)))) is an
tts 
u the pain
[This message edited by SI Staff at 10:45 PM, December 3rd (Saturday)]
Good Women.
May we know them,
May we be them,
May we raise them.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"so when he finally showed his true colours they proved to be a startling shade of turd".
earthangel ( member #44357) posted at 9:31 AM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Sending love and light to you both X
Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it’s bad - it's experience.
minusone ( member #50175) posted at 12:23 PM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
((MH)) Thank you so much for the update. ((DS))) you fighting spirit is so inspiring. You will beat this shit. Sending all good thoughts and lots of prayers.
"I did then what I knew how to do. Now that I know better, I do better". Maya Angelou
DragnHeart ( member #32122) posted at 1:23 PM on Thursday, December 1st, 2016
Thank you for the update MH. Praying for both of you. Pass on all our hugs and love and prayers to DS.
Me: BS 46 WH: 37 (BrokenHeart911)Four little dragons. Met 2006. Married 2008. Dday of LTPA with co worker October 19th 2010. Knew about EA with ow1 before that. Now up to PA #5. Serial fucking Cheater.
