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Thank you for this. Kinda bouncing between 1,2

My WS has literally said

“I take responsibility for what I did! It’s not my fault you don’t want to let it go. I don’t deserve to have this brought up every day.”

“I owned the fact that I lied and I apologized. Now it’s on you to trust me.”

“Look, I get it, I understand how it must feel. It probably feels a lot Iike when you get dumped in high school.” (I shit you not.)

And my favorite:

“I know I hurt you, but I’m entitled to forgivenesses!!”

I think he’s the only person on the planet who can’t see how problematic to the point of ridiculousness those statements are.

[This message edited by AintGonnaLose at 5:37 PM, September 14th (Monday)]

Rad bump GMC. This is a good thread for BSs to understand the phases their WS is likely to go through. I think my WW is still "getting it", to some extent is trying to "fix it". She hasn't really owned it yet.

Bumped for t999.

Bumped for MyandI.

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Thank you, DaddyDom. Very helpful post.

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Bumping this up for some of our newbies.

Bumped by request.

Thanks to all who keep bumping this. BS here, 2 weeks shy of d-day plus 2 years. I don’t think my wife has gotten past step 1. I was told by someone on here a while ago that "hope" isn’t a strategy. But I love that girl so much I think I’ll tuff it out for a while longer until she does, or becomes the straw that breaks the camels back. I guess I need to show her this thread so she can read it all.

[This message edited by Copingmybest at 11:14 PM, Thursday, March 16th]

Copingmybest

FWIW, my wife has always said that "People don't change until they are forced to". How that looks is going to be different for each person. The bottom line however is this... is she doing the work? Any work? Have you seen any progress that even gives you hope that she's going to "get it" or die trying? Because if she is not, then you need to be insisting on it. Otherwise, the message she is getting from you is that you'll stay and accept her at her current broken state. And that's not a message that is going to encourage someone to change. It is also not a safe state for you. If she has not changed, then she's still the same person that cheated before.

I'm not saying you need to threaten D, like I said, it's different for everyone. But there do need to be consequences, and more importantly, changes. Let her know that. Tell her that if she makes the effort to grow as an individual, then you work on growing the relationship together. And if she chooses not to, then you can work on growing apart instead.

Has she ever visited this forum? Would you consider it?

Dom,
A year ago I did show her the sticky on what every wayward needs to know. She did read it, said it was very good, but it didn't have the effect of moving her toward change. A couple months ago I did finally tell her that I didn't feel she was doing enough to foster the relationship and that I had begun to consider that maybe we should separate. That was a bad night for the both of us, but it sparked something in her. She recently told me she has started listening to podcasts about infidelity. At the time she admitted this the one she listened to dealt with resentment on the BS part. I acknowledged to her that it was an accurate podcast as I had begun down the path of resentment. Just tonight she told me that her most recent was dealing with the WS trying to put themselves in the shoes of the BS and what they are dealing with. I have been thinking of suggesting to her to visit this site to just at least read the WS section, but honestly I feel that reading the just found out section might get her to realize the effect an affair truly can have on the BS. I am seeing her move in the right direction, be it ever so slowly though.

Gosh I didn’t even know I needed to read this today but I did! I came her to post an update about my situation l, saw your title and read your post. Thank you so much for this wonderfully thoughtful post! I know it’s quite an old post but it’s really hot home with me. I agree with everything you wrote. I find myself right now in the "owning it" stage and going back to the "getting it" stage. I’m still not sure if we’ll end up back together or not but knowing that someone else has gone through this makes me feel better about my own journey.

Looking forward to reading that update.

DaddyDom,

I am a BW, but I found this post and the thread that followed helped me see the process my WH is facing, and I would like to share it with him. He’s not on this site, but I sometimes cut and paste things to share. Thank you for the thoughtfulness and insight.