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BaiYue ( new member #74583) posted at 1:11 AM on Tuesday, July 21st, 2020

My therapist asked me ” would it be easier for you to forgive if there is not a child involved?” at that moment, I did not know what to say. It is excruciating to go thru this. I feel like I have different things to focus on when OC is involved. What are your thoughts?

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HDENUFF75 ( member #72813) posted at 2:01 AM on Monday, July 27th, 2020

Bai Yue——An absolute absolutely!!! There is more to deal with when an OC is involved. And harder to forgive definitely. It is not the child’s fault but man is there just so much more to deal with. It sucks bad!!!!

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Bigger ( Guide #8354) posted at 8:55 PM on Thursday, November 26th, 2020

Some people in General insisting this thread is locked. Just posting to check if that's true...

"If, therefore, any be unhappy, let him remember that he is unhappy by reason of himself alone." Epictetus

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cookiezandcream ( new member #75902) posted at 6:44 AM on Friday, November 27th, 2020

It was locked. They must have finally unlocked it.

I know this is old, but...

My therapist asked me ” would it be easier for you to forgive if there is not a child involved?” at that moment, I did not know what to say. It is excruciating to go thru this. I feel like I have different things to focus on when OC is involved. What are your thoughts?

It would have made things so much easier in my case. It helps if the affair partner can be cut off completely. It's possible for it to remain firmly in the past.

If there's a child though? It's always in the present. You can't completely cut the AP off.

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HDENUFF75 ( member #72813) posted at 3:05 AM on Saturday, November 28th, 2020

Getting over infidelity would be much easier without OC.

In my case the mother—a drug addict—-does not raise the child; her aunt does. But even if you aren’t around AP that child is a living reminder.

I guess I need to look at the child for who he is, not what he is. I guess that is all we want others to do for us. But I cannot deal with this child now, and I may never.

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cookiezandcream ( new member #75902) posted at 1:09 AM on Sunday, November 29th, 2020

I guess I need to look at the child for who he is, not what he is. I guess that is all we want others to do for us. But I cannot deal with this child now, and I may never.

Of course it's not the child's fault, but that doesn't mean we, who were betrayed, have to accept or have anything to do with the child. If it's too painful, then it's too painful.

If the child is hurt by that, they have only their parents to blame.

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HDENUFF75 ( member #72813) posted at 2:22 PM on Sunday, November 29th, 2020

Yes Cookies I told my husband that we all have crosses to bear in life. It was his cross to also be raised without a father. And it will be the OC’s cross to bear to also live without a father, or at least his biological father. And if he chooses to have a relationship with this child ( of course without me no longer being married to him) then I’m okay with that too.

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fournlau ( member #71803) posted at 4:51 PM on Tuesday, December 1st, 2020

I'm in the same boat. I have told my WH that if he wants a relationship with OC I would not stand in his way, but I would also not stand by him either. He chose this family over the OC.

From the beginning he told OW that he loved his wife and was not leaving her, that what they had was nothing more than sex. Of course, he also treated her like his wife and I believe that she had never been treated that well before (2 other kids with 2 different men, neither wanting anything to do with her). So, from the things he told me they did together, it sounded like a relationship to me. And if I had been her, no matter what was coming out of his mouth, his actions said otherwise (plus, he said that he did tell her he loved her, but because he wanted to keep the sex coming and knew it's what she wanted to hear).

She told him she was on birth control (he still shouldn't have had sex without a condom! DUH). But I believe she got pregnant on purpose because there was an end date coming and she knew it. Once his work was done in that area, he would be leaving and never coming back. Once she let him know she was pregnant, he asked her to get an abortion. She refused. He told her he didn't want anymore kids, he already had a family. That if she decided to have this child, it would be without him and she would be doing it alone. She decided to keep it then got pissed off at him when he didn't want to participate and be part of the pregnancy, birth, and life.

WH made lots of mistakes in the beginning, as did I, but now we are NC period. If she shows up demanding a paternity and child support, well, that's what lawyers are for. WH keeps saying stupid shit like maybe in five years I'll feel different. I told him if that's what he hopes for so he can have a relationship with OC, then we should just get divorced now, because he needs to assume I want ZERO contact with OC for the rest of my life! I don't even want him having contact and keeping me out of it. NOPE. It's NO CONTACT period!

I know some people will say that's cruel to the OC because it didn't ask to be born. Well, that's not my problem! That's it's mother's problem! She can explain her actions and deal with the consequences. The only obligation for WH is financial, because yes, he decided to stick his penis where it didn't belong and knew it was a possibility (even with birth control, hell, 3 of our 5 kids were conceived while on birth control).

Stick to your guns! You are just as innocent as OC and just because you're a grown up that doesn't mean that you need to put OC's needs ahead of your own! No thank you! I will not parent my husband's bastard!

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hopefullife ( member #71881) posted at 2:28 PM on Monday, December 7th, 2020

She told him she was on birth control (he still shouldn't have had sex without a condom! DUH).

xWH said this to me too. But now I don't know if just one of his lies.

I no longer have the urge to stalk in social media. But while I was looking for stuff, I came across his profile photo. I saw he changed it to OC. Surprisingly, didn't hurt, or it did but didn't hurt as bad as I would have thought. Guess I have come a long way in healing.

10 yrs together. 2 yrs married. No kids.
2 Ddays. H living with OW and their child.
Focusing on self.

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cookiezandcream ( new member #75902) posted at 5:25 AM on Tuesday, January 5th, 2021

I also believe the AP got pregnant purposefully in our situation because my husband was leaving soon - and she hoped it would make him stay.

My husband said he did actually want a sort of relationship with the kid if possible, but decided it wasn't worth losing me and our family together.

People elsewhere have given me crap for making him choose, but I didn't do it to be vindictive. It was because I wouldn't be able to endure it and keep my sanity.

Then there's the people who say I need to not only let my husband have a relationship, but I need to be a stepmother too...

As I said, they have no idea what this does to a person and they're just lucky it didn't happen to them. They could have easily been burdened with an existing affair child too and I highly doubt they'd be able to follow their own advise so easily.

[This message edited by cookiezandcream at 11:27 PM, January 4th (Monday)]

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HDENUFF75 ( member #72813) posted at 3:30 AM on Tuesday, January 12th, 2021

I’m in the same boat with you cookies. My husband once said —you should love him because you love me and He is a part of me. That was a year or so ago. I don’t remember what I said now. The truth is I don’t love him enough to try to love the affair child.

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Walkingthewire ( member #69084) posted at 5:40 AM on Saturday, February 13th, 2021

Then there's the people who say I need to not only let my husband have a relationship, but I need to be a stepmother too...

WHAT?!?! I will not be a 'step mother' to my H's bastard.

Married 15 years
BS (me) 36
WH 36
11 year old boy
7 year old girl (Idiopathic Pulmonary Hemosiderosis)
A Sept 2018 (while he was overseas)
D-Day Dec 9 2018
Working towards R

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cookiezandcream ( new member #75902) posted at 4:11 AM on Saturday, March 13th, 2021

"WHAT?!?! I will not be a 'step mother' to my H's bastard."

Indeed. It's like people hear child and lose their everloving minds. Everyone agrees an affair is difficult and hard to move on from, but for some reason think an OC makes it better? Oh, sure, my husband betrayed my trust, broke my heart, and ruined my life, but of course I'll be able to accept the literal personification to all of this! Completely bonkers.

I've also been told I'd be sure to love the child too if I accepted them into my heart.

As I said, they have no idea what sort of pain comes with this. Yes, the child is innocent, but that doesn't change what they represent. I honestly don't understand how people can think this way. It makes the pain of an affair nothing in comparison.

[This message edited by cookiezandcream at 10:12 PM, March 12th (Friday)]

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