Do you set expectations up ahead of time?
How do you prep transitions?
Yes, I tell her how I expect her to behave, how I want her to behave, etc. She gets multiple time warnings of when we are about to leave school. She's a 6 year old, so she has no true concept of time, but she does get multiple warnings (10 minutes left, 5 minutes left, when the clock says…)
Are you bringing sugary things into the house?
She has some pieces of candy that she can only have earlier in the day if she asks for a piece. She really can only have them on days off from school.
If you need 15 minutes of quiet time, why not ask for it or plan for it into the routine?
We usually sit and watch her favorite show Bluey for a little bit before bed. We cuddle on the couch watching it, not moving around so she can start to relax.
Why did you post this in the Wayward section?
Because when I've posted in General before, it was moved to this section. I was then messaged by a mod saying that waywards can only post in this section.
Do you know who also has a hard time being a parent? Betrayed Spouses!
Which is why I didn't say "being a wayward parent…" because it's hard for all parents.
For almost six months you already had your head in the sand. While your father was babysitting and spoiling our daughter, you weren't having any problem leaving school right away to take your AP and his kids home. So why now are you at school late? Is it mainly to placate our daughter? If so, leave as soon as possible everyday. Set the standard, after school playtime is a luxury not an expectation.
You are right, I did leave her with my dad. I made that awful decision each time. We stay for about 30 minutes so I can get things done for the next day and talk with the other teachers. She gets angry because I don't stay later.
But she does act that way with me. Accept I don't tolerate it.
I don't sit there and tolerate it either. I tell her that she is being disrespectful. I tell her how she should be behaving. I tell her exactly how it makes me feel when she does those things.
When you were originally told this I was immediately angry. Not because I don't believe it to be true, but because of what I knew you would do with that information. "Oh well she is comfortable and open with me, so I guess i'll just allow it. It's just part of being the closer parent......" Bullshit. It means she needs you to be more responsible, more consistent, more MOM than friend. She trusts you to do right be her, so don't let her down.
That statement they told me, helped me see that I need to be calmer with my reactions to her because of the possible reason she is like that. If she actually does feel more comfortable to let her insecurities out with me, then I need to take that into effect when I'm about to explode out of frustration. I put her in this situation. That doesn't mean that I allow her to act like this though. I am constantly putting a stop to her behavior, it just starts again in a few minutes. You or any other grown-up tells her to stop and she stops because she's afraid to disappoint you. I have even asked her why she listens to you and other adults more than me. She has said "because I don't want them to be mad at me." I then tell her that I would be mad and disappointed too. She then says she doesn't know why she acts differently with me.
I don't feel like much of a friend to her anymore, maybe that's adding to her acting out. She was used to that before, now I actually tell her to stop and say the word "No" to her.
I'm not sure if this is a rant about being a parent or perhaps more about mourning loss of your 'life' as you knew it.
It's both
I am wondering if you two might not be at the stage for MC. These threads are interweaving and not sure how helpful that actually is.
MC will only possibly happen if R is going to happen. I told him that he can comment on any of my threads, and he told me that I could comment on that one thread of his.
But, one day, you will long for your little girl. Right now she is testing your patience. Some of this is due to being 6. Some is because her entire world has been disrupted. Right now it's hard. In ten years, it will be painful. Cherish these days.
I know this will be the case, and I know that I will look back and be so angry with myself for how I felt and dealt with things.
Her world has changed drastically, and she is not feeling secure. By putting yourself in her shoes, you can meet her where she is. This doesn't mean soothe her with candy or getting her way. It means soothing her by providing the consistency and stability she is actually needing.
I have been trying to meet her. As "easy" as it would be for a short time to soothe her with candy, I don't. I sit her down with me and talk. I hug her and try to get both of us to laugh or be silly. I have gotten a hell of a lot better with not letting her get her way, which is causing more struggles with her since that is what she was used to.