she's the one that keeps hurting me and I can't understand why
Very simple; you allow it.
It really hurt me to read your last post. Why do you keep doing this? Don't you understand that you made the biggest mistake that could be made in this situation?
You can't convince her of anything by talking to her. Do you think you'll win her when you're right?
She doesn't care about you, worse, your presence bores her.
How much did you care about others when you were in love with her? Now, she is in love with that POS and you are the other.
How would you feel about someone who comes up to you and begin to talk while you are kissing your girlfriend? Yeah, now that boring person is you. Your appearance bothers her and she wants you to disappear as soon as possible.
Why do you put yourself in a weak, helpless, pathetic position?
Why do you put up with this disrespect and lovelessness?
Do you think you can force her to fall in love with you? Have you ever been to anyone, have you ever heard of one?
Have some respect for yourself.
There is someone doing you harm. She is not your wife anymore, nor is she your friend.
List the evils that have been done to you so far. Who is at the top? Hitler or your WW?
I would like to repeat the last sentence of my last post.
BS's emotions like pain, anger, sadness, these are not things that will affect the cheater. Indifference, sarcasm, starting a better life, these are the things that make the cheater regret.
STOP DOING PICK ME DANCE!
This is my first time writing in capital letters here. I really want to scream all these. Do you think it's fun to watch this from thousands of miles away without being able to do anything?
Forget about her existence, live your best life as if she doesn't exist. She doesn't even consider what you are saying now. Be sure, your absence, your indifference will be more effective than the current situation.
I'm not saying you'll get her back that way, but if you have the slightest chance of it, that's the only way. And if that happens, you'll already see that she wasn't worth it.