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EllieKMAS (original poster member #68900) posted at 8:34 PM on Thursday, February 6th, 2020
This is my first post in NB. Started it in D/S... but you know? I think it goes here.
Nothing huge. I got my hair cut last weekend (I have had short spiky cuts for years), and did something kinda different. I *almost* have a mohawk. Its way short on the sides and back and all crazy long and spiky on the top and longer in the middle on the back. But not like punk mohawk... like... business mohawk. 
And this weekend am dying it black with big hot pink chunky highlights. Cus I can that's why.
I have been feeling extra spicy this week and I'm not sure why, but I realized this morning that the x would have haaaated this haircut (which was not consciously in my head last week at all) and I really love it. It's the first (visible) thing I've done that feels like ME. Feels like the me before all that other shit happened.
I dunno, it just made me very happy realizing that. It's like all these little things keep happening and the doubt and negativity and 'bad' that was my M at the end is shedding off, piece by piece. I still have my days, but overall my soul and my being just feels lighter. I'm... happy. Is that what that feels like?
"No, it's you mothafucka, here's a list of reasons why." – Iliza Schlesinger
"The love that you lost isn't worth what it cost and in time you'll be glad that it's gone." – Linkin Park
Chili ( member #35503) posted at 9:10 PM on Thursday, February 6th, 2020
Well done you!
This is exactly what those NB things are "supposed" to feel like. Every day you make decisions (some big, some small) that are just yours. Things that make you smile. Being the decider in your own life is really an incredible thing.
Just love it LE.
(P.S.: it also looks good with your bitch boots).
Edited because I apparently need to watch conjunction/junction again.
[This message edited by Chili at 3:11 PM, February 6th (Thursday)]
2012 pretty much sucked.
Things no longer suck.
Took off flying solo with the co-pilot chili dog.
"Life teaches you how to live it if you live long enough" - Tony Bennett
nekorb ( member #40306) posted at 12:49 AM on Friday, February 7th, 2020
Good for you!!
Rock that hair, girlfriend.
Me: BS 44; Him: WH 47 M - 22 Years
D-day: 7/2013; D filed 7/2014; Divorced 7-27-16
...the WS affair starts off in a dreamland where everything is all Golly, Wow! and Meant To Be! and Soul Mates drop from the trees to frolic in the mist. -devotedman
BearlyBreathing ( member #55075) posted at 1:31 AM on Friday, February 7th, 2020
Yes! Love the badass haircut to go with the badass attitude. Watch out world— EllieKMAS means business!
Me: BS 57 (49 on d-day)Him: *who cares ;-) *. D-Day 8/15/2016 LTA. Kinda liking my new life :-)
**horrible typist, lots of edits to correct. :-/ **
nothisfriend ( member #53171) posted at 1:52 PM on Friday, February 7th, 2020
Me: BS 50 (at the time) Him: WH 53 (at the time) D-Day: 10/25/15 Married: 28 years. One son, age 18 (at the time)
D final 2016 REMARRIED to a marvelous guy on 4/22/23
crazyblindsided ( member #35215) posted at 6:35 PM on Wednesday, February 12th, 2020
Hell yeah I love getting new Do's, may have to do this after I move out!
fBS/fWS(me):51 Mad-hattered after DD (2008)
XWS:53 Serial Cheater, Diagnosed NPD
DD(21) DS(18)
XWS cheated the entire M spanning 19 years
Discovered D-Days 2006,2008,2012, False R 2014
Divorced 8/8/24
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