Not many people have commented about this, but it really rang alarm bells for me:
let me put things in perspective. the complaining didn't start till the last 5 or 6 years but it came with a sudden change in her behavior a complete 180 of her character. I took it as midlife crisis we all did including her sisters and friends, before that our life was normal,our marriage was very good or at least that's what I thought, we were both working long hours not just me, she suddenly wanted to go out with her friends and go to movies and ball games, she suddenly changed her life style and to her I was an old school. yes she wasn't happy and complained that's true, I wasn't happy either but I never complain...she started by life style changes, then resenting me then ignoring me then replacing me.
There are hundreds of threads in SI where a wife suddenly making drastic changes like that and becoming annoyed with their husband, or abusive to him, is a sign that the wife has started seeing another man.
The sudden need for a regular 'girls' night out', "I'm going to the movies with a friend", etc, can all cover other reasons for being away from home and out of sight of the husband.
In my opinion, your wife's 'questionable' behaviour did not start with her recent/current affair, but six years ago, when she started to find reasons to go places without you.
When a man or woman starts inventing reasons to be away from their spouse, and rejecting them, there is hardly ever a good or decent reason for it. It is almost always a sign that something else is going on.
At the time you took it as a mid-life crisis, but there may be more to it than that.
It seems like your wife pegs big changes to the kids leaving home. When your daughter left home, your wife suddenly changed, needed to be away from home more, and rejected you.
She told her recent/current AP that she would leave you when your youngest child left home. She now claims all of that was a fantasy, but it is still what she said when she thought no-one was listening.
It also strikes me that if your wife says all of the things she told her AP were lies, and she was also lying to you, the kids, and the rest of her family at the same time, she is clearly a very manipulative person who you should be very wary of.
What she has inadvertently admitted is that for the two years of her affair, she was lying to everyone, including her AP, because it got her what she wanted.
I am also not convinced about her reasons for wanting to stay in the marriage. She spent six years rejecting you and treating the marriage like a jail sentence, culminating in a two year affair, but now that the affair is out in the open, she is suddenly hugely enthusiastic to be in the marriage, being your good, wholesome, church-going little wife?
Really? If that is what she truly wants in life, what were the last six years all about?
In my opinion - which you are free to disregard - your wife is a manipulator who believed she was cleverer than she is. As a result she outsmarted herself, her dishonesty has been exposed, and the only way she can save herself socially now is if you remain with her.
If you divorce her, it leaves the way wide open for the AP to pursue her, but she knows she can never have a life with him because nobody in your family or hers would ever want anything to do with him. She would have to abandon everyone and everything to be with a man that she now knows had multiple affairs, and would undoubtedly cheat on her.
So out of the few options that she has...
(1) Start a complete new life with her AP, cut off from her family, and living as a 'scarlet woman'.
(2) Life as a single divorcee with a track record of cheating.
(3) Remaining married, with her family and established support network around her.
...the best one for her is to stay in a marriage she has rejected for six years, with a man she has lied to and betrayed...because suddenly she has 'seen the light', she wants to 'share her femininity with you', and Jesus is back at the steering wheel after a six year coffee break. Or did she just temporarily run out of 'fun bullets' to shoot at you now that you and her family are all watching her at the firing range?
Wow. The smell of Unicorn farts is making me giddy. If she was Pinocchio, her nose would be eight feet long.
After everything she has done over the past six years, if she suddenly starts being nice to you, are you going to believe it is how she really feels, or simply manipulation to prevent her world from collapsing in on itself?
[This message edited by M1965 at 6:06 PM, July 30th (Thursday)]