Chaos posted 10/25/2020 11:57 AM

I just now realized, that my 2 year Anitversary of DDay3 - the day I found out it never really ended - they were still very much active in the LTA and deep underground with it. The day I blew shit up and finally told OBS - was a few days ago. And I am only just now realizing it. The day came and went with not one thought of anything LTA related.

Interestingly enough - the 3 year Antiversary of DDay1 this past summer came and went without so much of a thought until the end of the day, when I couldn't realize why writing that date - it was familiar. I realized it late in the afternoon - shrugged my shoulders and rolled my eyes - and went about my day.

Never gave a thought of DDay2 (a few weeks before DDay3 when I realize NC was broken) until I type this now.

No idea the purpose of the post - but thought I'd throw it out there.

All is well in the Land of Chaos.

Notthevictem posted 10/25/2020 12:02 PM

Good news!!!

LemonSpearmint posted 10/25/2020 14:34 PM

That's great news Chaos
That last line made me smile.

CaliforniaNative posted 10/25/2020 15:23 PM

I’m happy that everything worked out for you. Infidelity is not easy for anyone. We are stronger and wiser because of it.

BearlyBreathing posted 10/25/2020 15:43 PM

Sounds like you are in a healthy place. Congratulations!

fareast posted 10/25/2020 17:59 PM

So very glad to read this. Your strength has got you to this point where you live in the now and not in the past. Congratulations.

Unhinged posted 10/25/2020 18:01 PM