I really appreciate your message stubbornft. You're probably one of i mean the only one to feel this way. For some reason none of my parents, family members think like you, they think it's the fate put on me and i just have to live with it apparently, as i have been.
I know they're being unfair, despite all my efforts to make ends meet i'm still given no love. Well, it's a long story, i don't want to get off topic here, if you want to know, i can talk to you about it, so can we talk in direct message maybe?
But yea, I don't think I see myself ever leaving for some reason. i think because they're my parents? Probably
I am not going to lie, I have read your message quite a few times to really understand what you wrote.
I think I fairly understand your point. I said "might have been" because in our 5 month relationship, she has never brought these things up about me, which is why I was unaware. But I tried my best not to bring any of that in our relationship because I really love her, and I don't want to lose her. I have been egoistic in our fights, which is something I am trying to work on. I have been petty as well, but going forward, i don't want to fight with her. I think the fights happened because I didn't communicate properly, which is what i am going to be doing better.
I do take responsibility of being egoistic and I want to work on exploring myself. You mentioned an IC..um who's an IC?
Thank you for your message