No Karma yet but I know there will be. STBXWW is living a life of pretend right now. Living in an apartment her daddy pays for as well as her bills and gives her money, and bought her a car. She has no job and no real skills. She was content to let me support her on and off for most of the marriage. Her parents are getting to the point they can't take care of themselves. (Her daddy is 90 and her mom 80'ish) Now they say when her lease is up in August that they are not going to keep paying. They want her to move in with them and take care of them. They are against me (really don't know why).
If she moves in then there is no hope of ever R with me.
I see her future as very lonely. She will always be broken as she is doing nothing to own what she has done. No remorse, blameshifting, defensive, selfish, stubborn false pride, refuses to do what is needed to save the M. All that foggy stuff. Does not value me or our M. Can not commit to healing me and the M. The non cheating side of the family has no respect for her at all. Our two daughters that she thinks support her, talk shit about her behind her back (they are both cheaters so the support her).
One day she will come out of the fog and realize what a mistake she has made. She will realize she threw away the one man that ever really loved her. She threw away her past and her future. I am losing all respect for her. I see her for who she has turned out to be. A selfish pathetic coward. She will be an old woman (she is 58 now) who spent the golden years taking care of her manipulating controlling parents. Her social life will be a sham. Her love life will consist of a series of lonely men she finds on dating sites that will give her a temporary feel good moment. She will further degrade herself by offering sex as payment for their attentions.
Through all of this she will pretend to be happy.
It saddens me because I loved this woman (not this one but the one she used to be). It saddens me because I can see and have been able to see this. She has her foggy rose colored glasses on and continues to demonize the person that loved her. I am hurting now but she is the one that will hurt in the end.
As much as I hurt right now, I would not trade places with her for all the love and money in the world. She is in for one rude wake up call but it will be too late.
