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wantstorepair (original poster member #32598) posted at 2:57 AM on Thursday, July 23rd, 2020
It isn't about your boundaries, it is about mine and the slippery slope on which I have always lived and made excuses for. You are right, as is zugzawng that I have not changed because I am just saying the self deprecating words to convince myself that I am acknowledging my actions and that it wont happen again, that this time is different, not another step onto a slippery slope, all the while not truly accepting the ugliness of the moral inventory I have take of my life and thinking I can separate myself from it. I can't and am done trying. This is me and I can't talk or lie my way out of who I am.
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