Update over the past few days. My new role reserving specific for big topics is working well. It's reducing tension, anxiety and stress. I've been able to focus on the other obviously things happy about that
I showed him the 80/20 rule of infidelity. I've asked him to look into it more. Finding out such theories or information is soooo helpful for me.
Don't misunderstand me. I am an extremely capable independent person who can take care of everything without a partner. All of those details are very clear should we seperate.
I only focus on the cheating because that's the issue I need to discuss for clarification and feedback.
We did have a big Barney two nights ago and that's been a huge setback. I bloody hate this process and I'm going to put a deadline on a resolution or maybe a particular stage in reconciliation.
My children keep me grounded and very busy. Me eldest son 33 has been my objective non judgemental go to person. I appreciate all of the people I have and I'm more than confident that I will overcome this personally.
I'm thinking of starting netball. It's just such a head f_$k having this crap on my brain.
We were supposed to get married in three days so there's another added element to this!
At the end of the day I'm super proud of how I'm managing this, that feels good. Our close family and friends are impressed as well.
I'm just trying to find some balance and set realistic expectations.
We're actually going on holiday for four nights in Cairns, QLD, AU
I'll be visiting family and they'll have something to say I'm pretty sure.
Thanks for your contributions I'm grateful for your input.
