Betrayal after death
Hi, this is my first post. I found texts today whilst trying to reduce storage on my late husband’s phone where he is arranging to meet up with escorts in hotels for huge sums of money, arranging massages in women’s homes, hook ups for sex locally and when I put his email in only fans he has an account there too. I’ve been grieving his sudden death for the last few months and this has hit me so badly I don’t even know the man I’ve been living with for the last 14 years of my life. I feel so hurt and betrayed and don’t know how to deal with this. He would always profess his love for me and our children but obviously it was all lies or he wouldn’t be doing what he did. It’s really hit my self esteem which has always been low and I’m wondering how he could do this to me. I feel so stupid for falling for his lies too and being so blindly trusting. I’ve gone from wanting him back more than anything to feeling hate for him which is awful. How do I process this when he’s not here to ask why?
15 comments posted: Wednesday, October 23rd, 2024
