Feeing nothing and everything, all at once
I fell in love with a man and have been living with him for two years. Over these years I have periodically found hints of some emotional infidelity. When confronted he has expressed the desire to stop and we have taken steps to try and repair our relationship - couples therapy, trust exercises, etc.. Unfortunately, it has continued.
Most recently I found that he was sexting more than 20 woman regularly, while I was sleeping beside him, and lying to my face when I asked about the new hints I saw. It has been going on for most of our relationship it seems.
He is such an amazing partner in so many other ways, supportive, kind, strong and so so loving, he would do anything for me. However, I am at my breaking point. I need to make a decision of how to proceed, and even the mention of leaving him forever is making me feel even worse.
16 comments posted: Thursday, October 13th, 2022
