I have recently in the last few months discovered that my partner of 18 years has been seeing prostitutes for the last 2 years. About 20. I first found out by accident and then lost my mind sifting though our phone records and grilling him about it until he confessed the truth. It had already stopped a few months before I found out and he says he loves me and that it was the biggest mistake of his life and it got out of control.
I have felt we have been more like friends the last few years. He is my best friend. He is very upset and remorseful and has given he access to all his social media, phone and bills etc to prove to me its not happening anymore.
It keeps hitting me in waves and i feel like im losing my mind. I cant stop asking him for details and im driving myself and him crazy.
I feel stupid for still loving him and as much as i dont want to lose him, I just cannot get the thought of what he has done out of my mind.
I just really want someone who has gone through something similar to talk to. I am a mess right now and I just dont know what to do.
5 comments posted: Tuesday, November 23rd, 2021