Life is a wheel. Sooner or later everything you'd left behind comes around again. For good or ill, it comes around again.
For what profit is to a man if he gains the world but loses his own soul?
WW 34 Change4thebetter
It's a boy!
Wife gave birth a few weeks back. It's a boy! R is going well. I still get dark occasionally, especially during A season but for the most part all is well.
14 comments posted: Wednesday, August 16th, 2023
4 years out
Today is 4 years and 1 day since DDay 1. It feels like years. Ahhh, perhaps that is because it HAS been years. Crazy when you think about it.
The crises have passed. We're doing wonderfully. Our relationship is rock-steady and our communication is still exceptional. She continues to do the work and continues to remind me why I decided to give R a chance to begin with.
I do still get dark from time to time but it's not the same kind of darkness that it used to be. Whereas it used to be a rage with intense sadness at its core, it has become more of a nostalgic pang of regret for that which was lost before it had ever even been built.
I do still get mind movies - that probably never will go away. I'm depressed these days but that's more to do with finances than anything else. Other than that, the meds cocktail my psychiatrist put together seems to be effective. I also plan to take shrooms on a guided trip one of these days to introspect and introflect deeper than I've been able to thus far.
13 comments posted: Sunday, February 5th, 2023
So I've tried using Fonelab with my WW's iPhone 7+ a couple of times.
It works up until around 74% complete & then the program craps out and crashes. Kaput. Gotta start over each. And every. Time.
After 3.5 hours to GET to 74% (110gb or so), you can imagine how infuriating it is... hasnt even gotten to WhatsApp yet.
Anyone have experience with Fonelab?
It's the paid version of Data recovery.
1 comment posted: Tuesday, March 12th, 2019