Not doing well
Separated and experiencing first data and nights in my new house. Separated again after finding out he was still amicably chatting with AP and lying to me about having no contact except for the unavoidable work related conversations. He finally would leave his job and this conversations come to light. He was never going to tell me about them. This renewed betrayal is too much. I now have a beautiful home but I am so very sad. I shouldn’t be sad about what I lost because there was nothing to work with. But my body is hurting all over and I’m feeling depressed. Do not want to be around the kids, I don’t want them to see me like this. Just having a pity ‘ ‘party’, I guess.
3 comments posted: Monday, November 14th, 2022
