Me WH 30
BW 38 (DragnHeart)
DDay October 19th 2010 PA with coworker.
Cheated again.
What is it with me 14 years...14 damn years I can't do it I don't know why the hell I keep cheating..I have cannot stop I always find a way to cheat..I want a wife I want my family but somthing is wrong I cannot stop..I do love my wife.but I don't think I am In love with her...I have so many mixed emotions I don't know what to do to help her out..I am start IC this week.
My wife had caught me everytime..I have to see it in her eye everytime I look at her..she is ready for a divorce here and now...I fight to stay together why..am I scared of loosing my house my family...I have so many emotions going through my head I cannot control myself..I need some help as to what I can do to try and prove that I can change but let's face it..14 years somthing is seriously wrong with me
81 comments posted: Tuesday, March 15th, 2022
Empathy
I need help. I feel like a big bag of shit. I am cheater. I do keep looking at pictures and other stuff online. I have destroyed my wife and the life we had. I am just unable to show empathy for what I have done and what I keep doing that is hurting her.
52 comments posted: Monday, October 25th, 2021
