Me: BH: 44.
Her: WS: 40.
Together: 24 years total. Married: 15 years
D Day: 1/18/11. Kids: 20, 16, 14, 12I am desperate for help.
Has anyone had this issue?
I have found that since my wife’s affair I have lost all of my self esteem and the only time I feel like I have any sort of worth or value is when she wants to sleep with me. When we don’t sleep together I fall into a deep depression, and then after all these years the mental movies start to happen again.. I start pacing around the room.. I start re-going over the events of the affair.. connecting dots I’ve probably already done a thousand times.. googling him.
It’s like all of my mental health is tied to my wayward wife wanting to sleep with me.
I’m so fucked up. I was never like this before.
7 comments posted: Tuesday, February 18th, 2025
