Me - BW, Him - WH
2 great kids that are my reason for living.
1st D-Day - March 28, 2008
False R for a year
2nd D-Day - April 11, 2009
Years out, should have left
Wow. Almost thirteen years since my first D-Day and I am still hurting. Stayed with my H for a number of reasons, but now looking at life at the age of 63, an empty nest, and realizing that there are many days I don’t even like my H much anymore.
What he did was so devastating, it broke me.
I will never be the same person I would have been had he not cheated. Had he remained faithful.
And for that I am still so fucking angry.
I feel like I allowed him to sweep way too much under the rug for the sake of our kids, but am now understanding the real cost it took on me.
For anyone still struggling years out, my advice would be to leave.
I would rather be alone right now than to feel so lonely with him.
What is the point.
18 comments posted: Sunday, November 6th, 2022