Don't think about a permanent solution to a temporary problem. There are alternatives.
Trying to R was the HARDEST thing I have ever tried to do in my life. I became so tired of dwelling in the past. Now I just want to think about the future.
Look at my age. I am in the middle of D. While it is tough, I can't begin to tell you how much more at peace I am now that I am no longer dealing with STBXWH.
Knowing that the worst days of my life are over and in the past is what is getting me through everything. There IS life after infidelity and D....and it can be much better.