So, my few posts so far on here I've noticed I sound so much stronger when I give advice, but it's so hard to practice what you preach.
I have filed and waiting for WH to respond to complaint. Even though I'm pregnant, he's in a LTA (he claims just friends because he's a habitual liar) and hasn't gone NC with OW, he keeps telling me he wants to fix things, he wants to move back, why am I escalating things, etc.
Well, on top of being pregnant, I'm about to have my second surgery this Thursday for kidney stones. And Friday I noticed my sweet little dog was feeling really bad, and it's only gotten worse over the weekend. I took her to the vet Saturday and will go back in the morning, as she will not even try to walk. It's like she lost use of her back legs.
Well, all his talk about wanting to fix things last week and he's been MIA all weekend. Won't respond even when he knows all that's going on. Because he's mad that I filed because he hasn't ended it with her in the 3 months since I found out.
I know I shouldn't have even told him what was going on. But, seriously, how many things can a person deal with at once? The reason I told him about the surgery (for me) is because there's a chance of going into labor and he has told me I'm excluding him from all the baby appointments. I told him about our dog because she's been our baby for 10 years. Dumb move on my part. He's too selfish to care about his wife and unborn baby why would he care about his dog??
I'm just emotional, sad, scared, and need some uplifting thoughts. I know I can get through this and I will be better off without him, I'm just so tired of crying every night...