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User Topic: I think i can, I think i can ....
qwerty2012
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Default  Posted: 12:00 PM, December 11th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I thought i was strong to take on the world by myself ...
I thought i was strong to take on the world after the hurt ...
I thought i was strong by building walls around my heart ...
I thought i was strong because i kept my feelings of hurt to myself ...
I thought i was strong because i lived alone ...
I thought i was strong because i didn't depend on anyone ...
I thought i was strong because i could take everyone's harshness ...
I thought i was strong because i could express my anger in-appropriately ...
I thought i was strong because i could self soothe with my addictions ...
I thought i was strong ....
Only to find out that i was a child.

I know i am strong enough to break down the walls.
I know i am strong enough to deal with the overwhelming emotions.
I know i am strong enough to deal with the raw emotions.
I know i am strong enough to give in to the addictions.
I know i am strong enough to learn the intricacies of communication.
I know i am strong enough to deal with the disappointments of others.
I know i am strong enough to deal with the memories of devastation.
I know i am strong enough to deal with the shame and the burden of what i have done.
I know i am strong enough to deal with the anger i caused from my betrayal and deception.
I know i am strong enough to carry my hurt and yours by myself ...
I know i am strong enough to recover from the devastation i have caused ....
Only to find out that i am still a child.

Difference between knowledge that i am strong and actually being strong = vulnerability (definition: susceptible to emotional injury)!

(day of reflection on why i am unable to handle the venting - especially when i know what i need to do)


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knightsbff
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Default  Posted: 4:06 PM, December 12th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Strength qwerty.


FWW 40's
D-day August 27, 2012
3 kids and 2 dogs

Posts: 1411 | Registered: Sep 2012 | From: Deep South, USA
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