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User Topic: Ptsd and psychosis...
cl131716
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Default  Posted: 3:42 PM, November 5th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My Ws had somewhat of an EA back in July. I was 8 months pregnant at the time. I struggled with the pain of it all and already think I may have been suffering from depression. I recently had what I can only describe as a mental break from reality. I became delusional. I was convinced my WS cheated on me the entire relationship and marriage, that he was abusive towards me, and basically had no soul. I was so convinced by the delusions that I ended up leaving for two weeks and began divorce proceedings. All the while he was begging for forgiveness, trying to give me space, and extremely remorseful. Not all my thoughts were unwarranted but I actually believed he was a completely different person, a DEMON, in a sense. The whole experience was completely heartbreaking for the both of us. I am now back at home and we are working together on all of our issues. I have an appointment with a therapist but I am wondering if it is possible I developed PTSD and psychosis....or perhaps Post partum depression had something to do with it? I just woke up one day and the delusions subsided.

Has anyone ever heard of such a thing???


Me BS 31
Him WS 34 Trying4change
Together 3 years, married for one
D-day: 07/23/13 cybersex with COW
D-day: 12/27/13 found out he met and kissed a "friend" in 2011
"A clear and innocent conscience fears nothing."

Posts: 935 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Oklahoma
cl131716
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Default  Posted: 3:45 PM, November 5th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I would like to add I was also experiencing other odd behaviors such as in my writing. I would write the wrong word in a sentence and not realize it until later. For instance, I would mean to write anyway and I would write away or mean to write believe and write behave. Things like that. I also experienced constant confusion and sensitivity to light.


Me BS 31
Him WS 34 Trying4change
Together 3 years, married for one
D-day: 07/23/13 cybersex with COW
D-day: 12/27/13 found out he met and kissed a "friend" in 2011
"A clear and innocent conscience fears nothing."

Posts: 935 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Oklahoma
Nature_Girl
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Member # 32554
Default  Posted: 4:06 PM, November 5th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

PTSD can cause a kind of out of body experience. It can trigger the deep, deep memories of trauma going back to infancy. We can react in a psychosomatic manner and not fully be in control or fully aware.

(((HUGS)))


Me = BS (Stay-at-home-mom)
Him = EX-d out (abusive troglodyte NPD SA)
3 tween-aged kids
Together 20 years
D-Day: Memorial Weekend 2011
2013 - I DIVORCED HIM, I'M FREE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBOJpIwF47Y

Posts: 9517 | Registered: Jun 2011 | From: USA
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