email to hubby:
I hate the fact that i can't separate the new you from the you that abused me for 4 months. I hate this.
I hate that you compared a kid stealing from a store to what happened. That was an insulting deflection. If I can't talk about this sometimes this is going to be a long recovery. I'd like to "make an appointment" with you for Saturday or Sunday morning, if that works for you......
I hate all the f&cking accommodating I have to do - talk to me at a certain time but I'd rather not talk at all, allow me to work in (town where both OW work), yes, we still need to live here.
his Ddays: 2/10, 7/11
Eff that sh!t.
my Ddays: 1/12, 4/12 broken NC 12/12
4 kiddos in lower 20's
ôSlide the weight from your shoulders and move forward. You are afraid you might forget, but you never will. You will forgive and remember."