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User Topic: I miss him
suposd2btheonly1
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Concerned  Posted: 8:03 PM, October 30th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Tonight will be the third night since I told WH to leave. Although it feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders and life seems to be easier right now I can't help but miss him. He took the boys for haircuts and dinner and I wanted to be there so bad. He hasn't been much help around the house lately but I wish he was here. I don't know if I miss him or just miss him being here.

He has so much to work on before I will let him come home and I know this is for the best, for all of us but dammit I miss him!

Really fighting the urge to call him and tell him come home but I know I shouldn't. I know he feels the same. He text me and told me he didn't realize all he would lose by having an A that he misses us and loves us more than anything but respects my decision on this and understands.

Why does love and betrayal have to hurt so much? I know that feelings keep us alive, keep us grounded and helps us obtain sympathy and empathy. It just seems that it would be easier to be numb to them all.

Just having a bad night. I hope he comes to take the babies tick or treating tomorrow. Its the little ones first time and I would hate for him to miss it.


Me: BW 31
Him: WH 30
OW: 22yo whore who is still planning her wedding
Married 3yrs, together 5
4 kids, all boys 14, 11, 4 and 8mos...I hope like hell they don't hurt someone the way he hurt their mama
Dday: August 9, 2013
S, until his head

Posts: 206 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Oklahoma
MovingUpward
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Default  Posted: 8:07 PM, October 30th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sorry you are having a bad night. It is tough to get used to such a big change. You sent him away for a reason and I suspect that reason still exists from your comment that he has so much to work on.

So this really is more of have a void now and not knowing what to do with it. I stick to your decision and find something to occupy you to help you through these days.


AKA Moo

Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.


Posts: 52316 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation
suposd2btheonly1
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Member # 40753
Default  Posted: 8:25 PM, October 30th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I think after the kids go to sleep I'll take a bubble bath then watch The Walking Dead reruns.


Me: BW 31
Him: WH 30
OW: 22yo whore who is still planning her wedding
Married 3yrs, together 5
4 kids, all boys 14, 11, 4 and 8mos...I hope like hell they don't hurt someone the way he hurt their mama
Dday: August 9, 2013
S, until his head

Posts: 206 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Oklahoma
MovingUpward
♂ Guide
Member # 14866
Default  Posted: 8:57 PM, October 30th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

That sounds like a great idea


AKA Moo

Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.


Posts: 52316 | Registered: Jun 2007 | From: Big Blue Nation
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