Good morning more,
It is hard. No way around it. It seems the firsts are going to just be hard.
The only thing I would suggest is to do what you are comfortable with and to be very very clear with you h about what you need from him.
Our anniversary was in August. We made plans that were different than anything we did before. It helped.
We took a ride to another state, went to the beach, went browsing at some shops.
It was nice. We didn't really focus on it being our anniversary.
We talked a lot, didn't push it under the rug. That still seems to be the single most helpful thing to me, communication.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I guess different is good.
Today is my birthday, a tough day for me, last year vs. this year. We are going to New York for the day, again, something different.
Just talk to him, let him know how you feel. Let him know what will help you.
I hope it is easier for you than you anticipate.
Hope you have a peaceful day.