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 Crazy Daze (original poster member #31843) posted at 5:59 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

OW called and asked to see my FWH. She is in hospice and has already had Last Rites.

FWH told me of her call and her request and I didn't hesitate with my response.

I said he should go. I din't make him ask or beg, just that he should go.

I lost a friend to cancer last year and I just felt he should go.

I booked his flights and packed his bag and now he's flying to see her while I sit here all alone, wondering if it was the right thing to do.

Me-BS, Him-WS
A began-6/2009 - M 30 years
D-Day- 02/2010
WS left 3 days after 31st Anniversary
WS back 6 months later - False R
Limbo - Asked WS to leave after 32nd Anniversary
A ended 07/2011
Successfully R'd
Recovered, Restored, Renewed!

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fraeuken ( member #30742) posted at 6:11 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

CrazyDaze, you are a good person. I am not sure I could have done it.

In my mind you did the most generous, selfless thing you could have done. I am in awe of you.

Temporarily independent with the whole world at my feet.

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doesitgetbetter ( member #18429) posted at 6:20 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

I'm so sorry, but I think it was a terrible thing to do. Send a WS to see their AP because they've had their "last rights" read? I wonder how many people who are that ill can actually make a phone call and how legit this really is.

Honestly, it feels like you've validated their entire affair in that one action. I fear this will haunt you. I hope I'm wrong.

DDay - Dec '07
Me - BS
Him - WS
Us - working on R - again
May 18, 2010 - I forgave him fully!
D-day 2 July 4, 2015, turns out he is a SAWH, status, working harder than before
May 22, 2019 -slip/relapse. He forgot he has to work forever

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HardenMyHeart ( member #15902) posted at 6:37 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

(((Crazy Daze)))

That is one of the most compassionate acts I have ever heard. You must be a remarkable Woman. I hope your FWH realizes just how lucky he is to have you.

Me: BH, Her: WW, Married 40 years, Reconciled

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atsenaotie ( member #27650) posted at 6:48 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

If someone who had stolen from me called from Hospice for my FWW, I would wonder why she wanted to travel away from me to be there with that person.

Maybe, with confession, apology, restoration for my loss, and sincere jail house conversion.

LTA FBS
dday 10.5.09
Divorced

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MissMouseMo ( member #38562) posted at 6:56 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

What happened speaks volumes about you both. He told you immediately and you were compassionate beyond words.

No matter what happens, your generosity and kindness are admirable.

I would be proud to call you my friend - and I would hope to be as benevolent and humane as you are.

"I edit, therefore I am." -BionicGal

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Gr8Lady ( member #36307) posted at 7:04 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

No matter what happens, your generosity and kindness are admirable.

I would be proud to call you my friend - and I would hope to be as benevolent and humane as you are.

I agree with MissMouseMo, you exude extraordinary compassion.

BS: Me (70yo)FWH: HIM (72 yo)) serial infidelities over past 35 years
DD: Multiple unconfirmed until 2013

friends wife lasting 10 years. TT over a
year a year. Now his health is declining,
among the lack of communication.

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wonderpets ( member #35901) posted at 8:22 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

This was a kind act, but likely a bad one for your relationship with you your husband. I feel it would paint such relationships in a positive light for your WH, ie "even my wife knew what we had was special"

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wonderpets ( member #35901) posted at 8:26 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

Really though, a very kind and brave thing to do.

[This message edited by wonderpets at 2:27 AM, October 13th (Sunday)]

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silverhopes ( member #32753) posted at 8:58 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

Crazy Daze,

If I can ask, what kind of boundaries do you feel he will have around her? Is he planning to go to honor their pre-A friendship, or is he going to honor their romantic history?

Will he be checking in with you while he's gone? Giving you transparency? How long will he be away? Where will he be staying, and what will he be doing with her? Does hospice mean that she cannot leave there, or is she going out to do "one last time" type of things? How involved will he be with her while he is there? Or is he going there for when she passes to be by her?

Before he left, did he seem concerned about how painful this might be to you? Did he worry that going there might be disrespecting you and your M and did he talk with you about it?

What are YOUR boundaries around this? How are YOU feeling tonight?

Aut viam inveniam aut faciam.

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silverhopes ( member #32753) posted at 9:04 AM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

I just read another thread you wrote in July that your H broke NC then and emailed her a birthday greeting after 2 years. And he didn't check with you first, there wasn't transparency.

I think you have a very big heart. I also think your H choosing to go is very hurtful. Especially in light of him unilaterally choosing to email her three months ago and break NC, I am very concerned that he's not making you and your M together a priority right now. I would worry that there might be other instances of broken NC and that, in spite of the OW's health, the A is going on again. But that's from hearing about these two instances. I hope I am incorrect.

Aut viam inveniam aut faciam.

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sullymeishadomi ( member #16305) posted at 12:40 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

Youre a lot nicer than I could ever be. I wouldnt even have thought of her dying. I wouldnt wish her pain and I wouldnt wish her non-pain. Iwould also flip I my h asked to be by her side.

Time to be my own bff.

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bionicgal ( member #39803) posted at 12:44 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

I agree with the stolen comment. I consider myself a compassionate person, but to me the OW does not desereve this, If she cannot be surrounded by loved ones due to her choices, then that is her life, and why, even on her death bed, she is wishing to poach your husband?

Let her write a letter if she wants to get stuff off her chest. What she better be asking for is forgiveness.

me - BS (45) - DDay - June 2013
A was 2+ months, EA/PA
In MC & Reconciling
"Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point to move forward." -- C.S. Lewis.

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devasted30 ( member #39439) posted at 12:50 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

You are showing such compassion. I hope that if something like that ever happened to me and my WS that I would do exactly what you did. Yes, I agree she doesn't deserve any decent treatment after what she did, but without a doubt, you are indeed the better person.

And remember Murphy is right. Nothing is so bad that it can't get worse!!!

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StepAside ( member #29826) posted at 1:26 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

This is a very generous act of compassion. I know that I am not capable of such a magnificent act. At the very least, I would expect nothing less than an apology from her deathbed to ME, in person, not for my WH to be holding his whore's hand for drama and effect. But that is me, and I am speaking from my own perspective.

Me 48yrs, king of douchebagastan- 50yrs STD infected bankrupt NPD sociopathic drunk thief
countless A's, he is a predator that targets losers like himself
Last Dday 04/12/2010-Divorcing if/when his cumdumpsters lend him some $ or balls to file

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Random thoughts ( member #2959) posted at 2:55 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

The thing is if he's going to cheat again he really doesn't need Crazy Daze permission to do so.

You gave your husband another wonderful gift if he chooses to f--k this up that's on him and you will know what road to take.

You're not his mommy or his P.O. so this will show you where his mind is, in your marriage wanting it to work or going through the motions.

Plus if you didn't do this I believe it would have bred resentment in him, and might have stewed and not because he viewed as missing a goodbye, but because you were controlling him (in his mind) .

You are a truly compassionate person and I do hope he sees that.

Those three words are said too much and not enough.Chasing Cars-Snow Patrol.FWW

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SisterMilkshake ( member #30024) posted at 3:12 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

I feel it was compassionate and foolish of you.

I can't fucking believe your FWH actually chose to go see her. Why didn't you go with?

BW (me) & FWH both over half a century; married several decades; children
d-day 3/10; LTA (7 years?)

"Oh, why do my actions have consequences?" ~ Homer Simpson
"She knew my one weakness: That I'm weak." ~ Homer Simpson

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SisterMilkshake ( member #30024) posted at 3:14 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

Plus if you didn't do this I believe it would have bred resentment in him,

The same kind of resentment our WS's get when we don't let them have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

BW (me) & FWH both over half a century; married several decades; children
d-day 3/10; LTA (7 years?)

"Oh, why do my actions have consequences?" ~ Homer Simpson
"She knew my one weakness: That I'm weak." ~ Homer Simpson

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Girlietoo ( member #38719) posted at 3:15 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

Your husband is a very lucky man, to have such a special woman in his life (you) and this world is a better place because you are in it.

I don't think either your WS or the OW "deserved" you compassion and I feel sad that he decided to go. But you, my friend, can look at yourself in the mirror and know you are a good, decent human being.

[This message edited by Girlietoo at 9:17 AM, October 13th, 2013 (Sunday)]

Me- 40
Him- 47
March 9, 2013- the day my heart died

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welcome14 ( member #26741) posted at 3:25 PM on Sunday, October 13th, 2013

I agree with the PP about how you acted, but I think that if he was fully remorseful, the thought of easing her mind at the expense of your ease should have prevented him even wanting to go. He should see that she was not a true friend after she helped him destroy you and almost him. That is not what a true friend does, just a simple, shallow, greedy person. Just my opinion of course....I hope you are taking care of yourself, you need to put yourself and your feelings first right now.

ETA: how does someone who have had last rights make a phone call? It means death is imminent. When Mom died from cancer she was completely out of it for two days beforehand...

[This message edited by welcome14 at 9:27 AM, October 13th (Sunday)]

Bs- me
Someone I used to know- Him
Nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home- nikki sixx

I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness for it shows me the stars.

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