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User Topic: So sad and scared of the future
blue8888
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Default  Posted: 7:39 PM, October 12th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm sad to have had to find this group but in my situation, I am so glad I did. Your support & encouragement means so much. I am trying so hard to do 180 everyday and I did for the last few days. Just had a moment of weakness and snapped. I try to ignore all the times he pulls out his phone to talk to her but it got to me today. Yelling at him or even having a conversation about it at all is so pointless. He is so irrational and in such a deep fog, it's insane. Only good thing is all my feelings for him are going away. I see things more clearly now that he was not the person I thought I married. Back to 180 though. I have made the guest room or my room now into my space. I already moved most of my clothes in there and when he offered for me to have the master back, at least for now I told him no because my room feels like my safe space.


Me- BW 31, WH- 29
M 11 yrs Together 13
2 kids (special needs)
Last Dday 9/26/13 EA w/ 19 yr old OW, too many prior EAs to list, one he kissed
Divorcing
My value hasn't decreased based on his inability to see my worth.

Posts: 38 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: United States
blue8888
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Member # 40896
Default  Posted: 11:53 PM, October 13th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I know I deserve better and I know one day I will be happier but damn this hurts so much. I don't want to be so sad anymore. Just needed to whine I guess. I have to be strong for my kids all day and then at night after they go to sleep, the sadness creeps in and I feel so alone.


Me- BW 31, WH- 29
M 11 yrs Together 13
2 kids (special needs)
Last Dday 9/26/13 EA w/ 19 yr old OW, too many prior EAs to list, one he kissed
Divorcing
My value hasn't decreased based on his inability to see my worth.

Posts: 38 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: United States
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