him idiotic sex addicted, hormone addled, porn watching, post pubescent male with a walking hard on for anything without a penis
Earned my *F* the hard way; no longer defining myself by him
There are awesome people in D/S (not me ), still relatively new and getting to grips with the shitiness of it all. You are not alone.
"I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel". –Maya Angelou
"When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be". –
DDay # > any rational number
...shows a quiet acceptance and strength that will grow.
Fool me once - Shame on you. Fool me twice - pack your shit and get out.
I just want the life i thought I had to be real, so I am going to create it my damn self.
You go, girl! I know you're not feeling strong right now, but it's clear you've got more strength than you realize.
Hugs and Godspeed on your journey to a great new life.
Healing myself is now my top priority.