My therapy appointment went very well. I really like my therapist. It was just really strange talking to someone about my A, but it did feel really good to get it all out.
It's feels so good to know that I can talk to someone. I will be seeing her once a week so I'm hoping that this will really help me get through this.
I have not told my H yet, but I will in time. I first need to get myself together because right now I'm a real mess.
So I hope by having a therapist now and by having all of you at SI, I will get better and feel better about everything. It will be extremely hard to do, but eventually I will tell my H.