I saw Christmas decorations at Wal-Mart yesterday when I was grocery shopping. BAM, right back to how I was feeling last year. I begged and begged my wBF to go Christmas tree shopping with me, and help me put up the tree. I remember walking around Wal-Mart with him, and he was glued to his phone. I got angry, and he asked me why he didn't have the right to text his friends. I felt bad, and apologized.
Now I know that he was texting OW during the month of December. Texting her nude pictures of himself. Was one of those times while we were at Wal-Mart? No clue. Doubt he would even remember that either. But I remember, and it hurts. So I saw the Christmas decorations, and left the store without actually buying the groceries I had put in my cart. Just left the whole cart there. I'm dreading Christmas this year.