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User Topic: 3 weeks after Dday
Bigger
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Default  Posted: 1:27 PM, October 26th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Well… A logical consequence of wanting to terminate a marriage is that there are changes in where people reside and where children spend their time. Personally – as a father – I can’t see anything more “wrong” in a woman moving out from the family home than a father once the kids have reached a certain age.

I think her decision Coda is based on two things: Bad advice and a lack of reality.
Bad advice because her leaving will give you an edge in prime custody.
I don’t think gunning for sole custody is necessarily a good idea – prime is fine but so far your wife doesn’t sound like an incapable parent. Like it or not then having an affair won’t make a judge see your wife as an incapable parent to the extent of seeing her as a threat to your kids.
Prime custody is fine though and gives you a slight edge.

Lack of reality because she thinks after separation/divorce there won’t really be much change in your relationship. She thinks she can go out with OM on a Friday evening, have a nice time with him and then on Saturday morning he drops her off at the family home so she can spend time with the kids. Heck – you might even make lunch for them and you all have a nice chat playing Ludo with the kids. Then at five OM picks her up and they ride into the sunset waving bye bye.

Coda – feed the former – dispel the later.
Don’t stand in her way regarding moving out if that’s what you want. It will give you an edge in settlement negotiations. Not a significant edge but still… an edge.

Dispel the later. Once you separate then get your children used to time with her and time with you. Your time together as a family… It’s over.


"If, therefore, any be unhappy, let him remember that he is unhappy by reason of himself alone." Epictetus

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coda87
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Default  Posted: 5:48 PM, October 26th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Another update. I've been really keeping up the pressure these last couple days. And she has seemed to come out of her withdrawal mode (not wanting to talk). Now she is in full conflict mode, arguing every point i try to make.

I really been pushing for NC, but verifiable. She can't seem to agree to the verifiable part. So until I get that (if ever), I am moving forward with the divorce.

And I'm giving her info like, how much money we spend a month as a family to maintain our current lifestyle. She knows how much she makes and how much I make. No way she can maintain her lifestyle after D.

She started complaining about why I had to tell the OMW. Now the wife knows who she is, and she's a wanted woman. I reminded her that she is an adult, she knew the risks of an affair, and now she has to face the consequences.

I don't think she will actually leave the house. It was probably a bluff. She can't afford it, at least not for any length of time.

I get the feeling she has very resentful feelings towards me, since I ruined her happy fantasy.


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Honolulu
Bigger
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Default  Posted: 7:27 PM, October 26th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

All the signs of success...
You are getting the message across to her that the affair isn’t sustainable. Every now and then she sees that her plans for moving out and her future just don’t pan out.

Do not badger her with info or talk of R. Basically by now she should have gotten the message: You are willing to R if she meets some basic demands. You don’t need to remind her daily.
The arguments? Well she needs them. She needs reasons to justify her behaviors. I warned you about them way back on page 2 of this thread:

The WW wants a reason to leave you so the WW starts arguments (that you don’t respond to). These arguments are aimed at justifying her view on the marriage.

DO NOT PARTICIPATE!! If she makes some comment you answer should be in the vein of “I’m sorry you feel that way. It’s something we could address if we had a future together but I really don’t see a point in going into this now”

Coda – I’m not going to give you any false hope on reconciliation. What I can tell you is that I think that way back when you started posting your marriage had no chance of recovery. Now you seem to be on a clear path and that path just MIGHT give you the possibility for YOU to decide whether to R or D.


"If, therefore, any be unhappy, let him remember that he is unhappy by reason of himself alone." Epictetus

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Default  Posted: 6:07 AM, October 27th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Bigger is right Coda.

All you can do is kill the Affair.

Arguing with your wife about her fantasy is pointless.

Focus on you. Focus on your kids.

Leave your wife out in the "cold".

Sooner or later she will be forced to look in the mirror.

Time is really on your side. The Divorce papers will help you measure that time.

HM


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Default  Posted: 5:40 PM, October 29th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My attorney emailed me to say the divorce complaint has officially been filed. So my wife should get served any day now.

I still prefer to R if she wants to and will agree to my conditions, in particular verifiable NC. If not, I'm going through with the divorce. She is still in a fog though. I don't know if even getting served will get through that.

Thanks again everyone for your comments, advice, and support. It has really helped me through the last several weeks.


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Honolulu
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Default  Posted: 3:05 PM, October 30th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Coda

You made a decision that you can no longer tolerate her infidelity.

Good for you.

Divorce takes months. Maybe your W will come out of the fog, maybe not.

After she gets served sit her down and discuss the splitting of assets and finances.

A lifestyle change is in order for her.....

HM


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Default  Posted: 6:15 PM, October 30th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Coda,

Expect her to respond angrily once summoned. Expect her to tell or indicate she was leaning towards R but the summons makes her want out.
When she does this then tell her; sorry you feel that way. This isn’t what I want but while you aren’t willing to commit to the reasonable minimum requirements I have requested then you are still in infidelity. I am determined to get out of infidelity – with or without you.


"If, therefore, any be unhappy, let him remember that he is unhappy by reason of himself alone." Epictetus

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coda87
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Default  Posted: 6:19 PM, October 31st (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm not sure what her reaction will be once she is served. I wouldn't be suprised at no reaction at all.

She did write me a very long letter yesterday. In summary, she said she doesn't know what to do. She doesn't like the idea of divorcing me. But she is worried if we can repair the damage from the affair. And she is not sure if her feelings of love will return for me. She said Our marriage wasn't bad, but not happy either. This part is true, because I felt the same. She said she is not only considering her own feelings, and that she is also thinking about our children and our family.
But as of now, she cannot decide what is the best thing to do.

What she didn't really address in her letter was much about the affair besides the fact that she does feel bad about it and that I will hold this against her going forward. She didn't write anything about how she feels about the AP and the current state of the affair.

She did not get served yet. But I do think the letter was a sincere attempt to communicate her feeling of not knowing what to do, and some of the reasons why.


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Honolulu
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Default  Posted: 7:26 AM, November 1st (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Wait 'til she's been served.
Her tune will change.
The reality of what she's done will finally sink in.


BH - 64
fWW - 59

"Affairs are not mistakes, they are a series of deliberate choices." - CrappyLife


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coda87
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Default  Posted: 5:22 PM, November 4th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I found out today from my attorney that my WW was served the divorce complaint on 10/31.
She didn't say anything to me about it. I thought she didn't even get served yet. So as I suspected, no reaction from her.

So again, I have no idea what she is thinking/feeling. It is as if she doesn't care at all. In fact she went golfing with friends today.

I'm not going to say anything about it either. Just wait an see what happens.

[This message edited by coda87 at 6:19 PM, November 4th (Monday)]


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Honolulu
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Default  Posted: 7:11 PM, November 5th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Keep in mind that your wife does not have the support system you have here on SI, so I think she’s very confused and unsure right now. At the same time she might be totally switched on and is looking for another place and planning her move out. Not really much you can do other than remember Theodor Roosevelt’s phrase to speak softly but carry a big stick.

Since I know your wish is to reconcile my advice will be geared towards that. Right now it’s imperative that you hold your course.
There are numerous things you need to do regarding the divorce procedures; you need financial statements, tax returns, deeds, leases, contracts… Start gathering all this info. It saves attorney fees and keeps you focused. Do this in a non-intrusive way regarding your WW.

Start mentioning things and decisions that have to be done and made in the next weeks. For example; do you two plan on doing Thanksgiving together? Do you plan on being in the same house for Christmas? Don’t be afraid of mentioning these issues; it’s imperative that now she realizes that you are serious in your determination that she selects between being married to you or divorce.
Stop all discussions and decisions that reflect your life together as husband and wife in the near future. If she says she needs to renew her car… tell her that it can’t be done until the divorce is over. If she wants the family to go to Italy next summer… tell her that future plans aren’t really appropriate now.
You can and should still make it clear to her that she does have options: She CAN tell you that the affair is over and that she can be accountable for NC and that will make you slow down and/or delay the divorce process. You don’t need to appear happy with what’s going on but you DO need to seem determined to get out of infidelity.


"If, therefore, any be unhappy, let him remember that he is unhappy by reason of himself alone." Epictetus

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Default  Posted: 2:17 AM, November 6th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Still no response from my wife about being served. I did see on our joint credit card that she paid a retainer fee to her attorney. No surprise there.

I agree that she is probably confused. On the one hand I filed for divorce and she was served. But the last week or so, I have not showed any anger, no questioning her, or trying to get her to talk. She went out Wed, Fri, and Mon and came home after 1100pm each time. Seems like she doesn't want to confront what is happening. I didn't question her about her whereabouts. I've actually been very nice and polite. I even washed her car on the weekend. Took the kids and her to a nice restaurant on Saturday night. And I've been more normal, somewhat cheerful (ie not acting depressed, distribured, needy). I can tell by looking at her she is thinking what is going on?Her tell is to play with her fingernails, which she has been doing a lot of the last few days.

I also met with AP's wife today. She says that her WH is also confused about what to do now. At first he was angry and wanted to D, but now he has calmed down. She has been doing a consistent 180 with him, unlike me. Initially he said he was going to move out, now he doesn't want to because of his kids (8 & 12 yrs old). I told her my hunch is once she files for divorce, her WH will panic once he realizes he is going to lose his family and half of his assets. His main goal in life per his wife, is to make money. We both are reasonably sure the affair is ongoing, but at a much more subdued level. But she told me her husband is not the type to express his intentions and since he is not sure what to do, he probably has not promised my wife anything. So it must be a hard decision for my wife not knowing what could happen with the her future with the AP. And knowing that I intend divorce her, and that process has just started.

Anyway, I'll feel like I am getting stronger. I still prefer to R. But if D is our fate, so be it. It just seems somewhat tragic, since I know that for my part at least, I see our marriage as still having a chance.


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Honolulu
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Default  Posted: 9:49 AM, November 8th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So what do you think she was doing out those three nights? Is this a pattern that was in place pre-affair? If not then I really can’t agree with you that the affair is more subdued. It’s a question where they hang out – what they do these evenings. No – I’m not thinking sordid motel-rooms but more the practical issue of what they are doing as in are they planning a future together.
You are correct in not questioning her about her whereabouts. She knows the conditions for R, she knows what she needs to do if she wants the marriage. Don’t forget that often you can say things without words and she is sending you a message in her actions.

How did you pay your attorney? Did you also use joint assets? Read up on divorce in Hawaii to learn how debts incurred in the marriage are dealt with. In this aspect you need to be realistic: I know you are “friends” and that you hope that if this really is the end then it be as amicable as possible BUT divorce and money tend to bring out the worst in people. So being clear ahead of time how you two will pay the (initial) fees for the attorney is only sensible and in no way antagonistic. In fact it can be argued that this might be key to ensuring the process is amicable. Just be careful to be fair.

I think you should also start actions that make the affair and the consequences reality. Yep – it’s back to exposure time. You can start by pressing on your wife on the following issues:
When to tell the children (I am a firm believer in all stakeholders in the family being told the truth in an age appropriate way).
What arrangements for Thanksgiving and Christmas (Will you spend it together as a family or should you start considering formal separation before these days).


"If, therefore, any be unhappy, let him remember that he is unhappy by reason of himself alone." Epictetus

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Default  Posted: 11:46 AM, November 8th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

In reading all your posts it amazes me that a mother with three young children, marriage problems or no marriage problems, has all this play time to run out past 11pm all these nights and spend 6 hours golfing. Not trying to insult you, but you must be the best Mr. Mom I've ever seen because obviously you are one taking care of your children most nights. Reminds me of my situation with my wife business traveling so much.

If I were you I would seriously be documenting all this for your attorney for when parenting plans and decisions are to be made regarding them. I'm sorry to say this but rarely does a women who has an affair, goes out many nights a week AND has already paid an attorney a retainer hasn't already begun making plans. She's very selfish not only with her marriage but also with her own children and what she has done to the other man's spouse. I know you still love her, but this woman is immature and toxic. And frankly I'm sitting her debating if she is even a good mother at this time.

[This message edited by SeanFLA at 11:46 AM, November 8th (Friday)]


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WW 46
1 son 14 yrs old
Married 18 yrs, together 21 yrs

"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." ~ Bob Marley


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Default  Posted: 3:01 PM, November 8th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Some nights she goes out, its for legitimate meetings with clients. But I would think she would be home sooner than 11pm. She probably meets the clients then meets the AP after. Before the affair I didn't like her going out, but I figured it was for work. Now I always suspect she is meeting the AP.

In Hawaii any debts or assets are joint in the case of divorce. So we both used our joint credit card to pay the retainer fee.
My attorney recommended, and I have followed his advice to keep a log of when she goes out. Just in case we need it for custody reasons, if we end up fighting about that in court. He also is going to file something called a pre-decree motion financial restraining order which basically says that neither of us can spend money wastefully, try to hide assets, dispose of assets, rack up debt etc. except for normal living expenses or with approval from the other party. And we have to provide timely financial disclosure, which would me she has to show me her bank acct records. (She has her own bank account for business). She can already access our joint bank account and other financial records online. I already turned in an asset/debt stmt and income expense stmt to my attorney which was filed with the court. I've done as much as I can to prepare for the divorce.

She still has not talked to me about it. Time is ticking away. I'm trying to wait patiently. Soon I will bring up the issue of letting the kids know. We definitely need to do this before he mandatory counseling both we and the kids are required to attend (scheduled for 12/18).


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

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Default  Posted: 4:37 AM, November 9th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

You might read the profile and posts of hopeandchange. Sounds like your up and coming future. Wife doesn't love you, doesn't respect you, is done with the marriage and wants out.

It's not realistic to hold onto dreams of reconciliation when your WW has shown no desire to participate. Just press on with the divorce and continue to post on SI. Great bunch of people with common experiences who will offer much needed support. Steel yourself to be hard-nosed with the terms of the settlement; now is not the time to be generous with a woman who has shown you absolutely no respect.


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Default  Posted: 6:41 AM, November 9th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Coda

I like Biggers idea of speaking to your wife about plans for Thanksgiving and Xmas.

And yes if your date of counseling is 12/18 you both need to address your kids about the Divorce very soon.

Your wife is a coward Coda. Her not addressing the D with you is a sign of that.

She is going to leave you with the kids IMO.

Do not make it easy for her.

If it was me and my wife was running out the door for a few evenings in a week I would text her and say sorry honey but I have a meeting tonight. Get your butt home and watch the kids tonight.

But at least document her actions.

And while you both agree that your marriage had issues and you both weren't happy.

Her choice to have an affair did not help the marriage, help you or bring anyone more happiness.

She is a fool.

HM


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Default  Posted: 10:30 PM, November 10th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

No verbal reaction from WW about getting served, but I think I she is giving me a rebellious reaction. She went out Friday night, supposedly with a client, came home about 12am. Saturday night says she has to go to a going away party for a friend and will be back at 730pm. She comes home at 1030pm. Today she goes to lunch with a client at 1130am, open house from2-5pm. I say lets go out to dinner with the kids after. Ok she says. Then she texts me she can't make dinner, she is going drinking with coworkers. APs wife went camping today and tomorrow with her kids. So AP is home alone. I text her back saying it doesn't matter to me but I feel sorry for our kids since they barely have seen their mother the last three days. And that she should think about them.

I'm getting pretty fed up. But not showing her my anger.
This really is a crappy situation.


Married 12yrs, known 14
DDay 8/21/13
BH 44
WW/STBXW 41
3 kids 12,10,8

Posts: 123 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: Honolulu
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Default  Posted: 8:15 AM, November 11th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Document all of this and make sure you save those texts. She is beyond selfish and is sacrificing your children's needs to fulfill her own. I'd put my foot down and the next "meeting" she has tell her "Sorry, I already made plans for that time you'll need to reschedule".


Me: BS 39
Him: WH 41
2 Kids
D-Day: 2/3/13
Broke NC 3/14
Very skeptically in R for now...

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Default  Posted: 9:29 AM, November 11th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Your wife is simply saying that you have filed for divorce now she feels free to live the single life with the OM. I suspect she sees divorce as liberating her to chase after him and maybe set up house with him sometime in the future.

Remember, you didn't file in an attempt to shock your STBXWW into reconciling; her loyalties and emotional commitment lie with OM not you and thats not going to change anytime soon.

This is a real tough time; your wife thinks she is calling your bluff and so she steps up the affair a few notches. All you can do is press on and get her out of your life as soon as possible. Your WW may be using your filing for divorce as an instrument of pressure to get OM to commit; nothing you can do about that, but I suspect the karma bus will eventually pay this selfish woman a visit. There will be retribution for her putting her fantasy needs first and you and the children last.


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