Did you ever get to a point of trusting your wayward spouse 100% again?
I am 9 months after DDay (read my story) and I haven't told my WH I've forgiven him. I just couldn't yet. I still trigger a lot and still get very angry sometimes.
I am not sure if I could ever trust my WH fully again. I told him one day I know I will come to a point where I will forgive him - but trusting him fully again is another story.
How long after you found out did you forgive your WH?
My WH is doing everything right to make me feel safe - but I'm struggling to still to trust him.