My knight in shining armor turned out to be nothing more than a little boy playing dress-up.
BS 26, WS 29. D after D-Day#2, False R, M, and a lot of regret. Hate that douche.
Too, there is
shouldn't have had an ex-bf come to visit, either. That was a weird thing to do, but not because I dont like the ex.
Could it be your gut telling you that you need more time to heal before getting serious again?
I usually advise ppl to embrace what they're feeling, go through it.
Some day you'll wake up and realize you haven't been angry in awhile.