I finally gave in to the urge to check up on my husband. I had really been trying not to as I'm trying to extend trust as well as not driving myself crazy over it and obsessing about it.
Anyway...I couldn't access the last email he used to contact OW, and when I tried to cover the password, it said the account had been deleted on the 18th.
So... I realize it doesn't mean he didn't create a new one....but he has been leaving his phone out, unattended, in plain view where I have access to it, gave it to me to look something up on the Internet a couple days ago....
...so I'm hopeful.
I'm still going to start trying some of the 180.... We will see....it's hard...I want to talk to him and start working things out so badly!
But...I'm praying for patience and guidance....Me: BS 44
Him: WH 47 aka CAT- colossal asshat
Married 22 years
D-day: July 17, 2013, with TT to follow
Heading for Divorce
3 kids: 15,17,19
Wait for The Lord; be strong and take heart, wait for The Lord.