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User Topic: Letter to other women
hopefulmother
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Default  Posted: 10:33 PM, August 15th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So I recently posted on the R forum, that I don't know how to deal with the fact that the AP was sent off by my H with a positive note nearly a year ago. That I wanted her to know how he really feels.

I wrote a letter. He said he would write one too. But, it was agreed upon by my SI supporters that it would not be a good idea to send it.
1. It would give her the satisfaction that she still bothers me.
2. She is too stupid to have the affair, she is too stupid to understand the letter.

The italic portion was borrowed from two other letters. Sorry, searched who I borrowed them from-can't find it but you said it so well what I too felt. Hope it is okay.
Sorry it is long:

I know I said that after I told you to stay away from my husband, I would never bother you again. That was before I realized that I focused on why you did it, what are your intentions, and to warn you to stay away. Now I want to focus on what we feel about you.


You are a home wrecker. This is where my strong emotions lie with you.... You had a choice and you knew how devastating it can be to a family and you still went forward. You threatened my children’s right to have a normal happy childhood with married parents. You said you had strong regards for the family unit. How could that be, when you chose to go after a married man and father? You tried to steal the father of my children from them. You took away time that he should have been spending with them with your non-stop texting. Bothering and interfering with our home life. For that, you will never get forgiveness.


You chose to pursue my husband. You bombarded him with needy text messages. You bugged him every minute of every day-every morning. He threw you under the bus. Stating that you constantly bugged him about your inabilities at work and about whether or not everyone hated you. Obviously, you had/have some self-esteem and self-confidence issue. Duh…going after men like you do will never fill that void. Sure, it was nice for him to feel needed for a while (I don’t need that constant ego boosting), but it got old.


Don’t play like you had no idea that the two of you were engaged in an affair. You don’t share the information you shared with my husband and text with him 1,200 times in one month without knowing you were having an affair. I have the phone logs, I have read the messages on his phone and on FB.


You chose to go after my husband, because your boyfriend bored you or was bored with you. You intended to have a sexual relationship with my husband. Why else would you flirt with him so shamelessly? From his mouth and your co-workers. Why else would you share your sexual information with BFF to relay to my husband? It is your problem and your boyfriend’s problem if you did not have sex in over a month. I guarantee that was not an issue with my husband and I. I could only speculate why the two of you had those problems. He chose to stay with me when you tried to bring the relationship to the next level.


Why else would you share on numerous occasions your relationship abuse issues like my husband was going to be your Knight in Shining Armor? Well, he abandoned you didn’t he?! You got too needy for him. He said you were like a new Christmas toy. Fun at first (you didn’t require anything from him but and ego boost), but then he got bored. Other than your attention- you had nothing to offer. You guys didn’t even have anything in common. That is all you have to offer…flirting in a fantasy world. All you gave him was a poisoned apple to bite into that was rotten to the core. It destroyed his respect, trust, and his self worth. Sure, it seemed like carefree fun as you two destroyed each other. Shameful


You have NO right to ruin other people’s lives with your own relationship issues. My husband needed you as an ego boost, when he was going through his mid-life crisis. Something you will not experience in 10 yrs since you are obviously going through it all the time. He only liked the drug of your attention (not you or he would have gone after you when you started in November).

You need to grow-up, who abandons their daughter with their boyfriend so she can go out with a married man and meet other men too when she is out with him? Desperate ones. Especially when you said that part of the reason for the affair was that your boyfriend was busy with his new job and you were lonely.

Who has two evenings in one week to spend with their boyfriend and then leaves them to chase other men? Deceitful ones.

Who goes after a man after smiling and engaging his children (7month old son and 2yr old daughter) multiple times at his work place (including meeting his wife)? Disgusting ones.

Who goes after their boss and brings their other boss in on it? Unprofessional ones. I have been hating BFF too much, when I should have been hating you. But, I don’t….I feel sorry for you and pity you for never having what I have. A normal marriage with a smattering of stupidity from a man who has bent over backwards to prove himself to me, his family, and his children.

I know he told BFF some things about you. He denies it now. It was the fantasy, the drug of your attention. If he truly was attracted to your looks (which he says is plain and you have man hands) he would have noticed you way before August.

To him and I, you are an emotional leech…ugly on the inside and outside.


If he has been nice, he said it was only to keep everyone from fighting and being uncomfortable on his part. He doesn’t give a shit about how you or BFF feels. He wishes you would drop off the face of the Earth.

You bring nothing but regret, pain, and shameful memories. He doesn’t think highly of you. He doesn’t think the world of you. He doesn’t wish he would have gone further with you (a relationship of anything but texting would have sucked he said because you are too selfish). He doesn’t think you were beautiful. He doesn’t wish he could have gotten to know you better (he knows enough-you are too needy).

At this point you are saying out loud…I don’t know you. You are right, I don’t. Nor do I ever want to. What I do know and see leaves little to be desired. I do know my husband wishes he never knew you.

I know through the grapevine that you and BFF told people that nothing ever happened. That, I am a jealous crazy wife that doesn’t like her husband talking to other women. That is fine, I don’t care what any of them think. Most of them know the truth, besides the fact that I allow my husband to work at a job with mostly all women….they can draw up their own conclusions. Because, in the back of the minds of those that don’t know…they will always wonder if you are a home wrecking whore.

You told me it was just a mistake. We both know that it wasn’t one mistake. It was premeditated. It was hundreds of conscience decisions that you made knowingly and selfishly. Every time you sent a text or message, it was a conscience decision to engage. I told you before that I hold you 50% responsible for the affair and your actions. You had a choice. When you decided to participate, you choose to be part of my life forever. I did not choose you. You were afraid that I would be crazy and ruin your life. You were wrong. You ruined your own life the moment you decided to engage with a married man. I hope you learned your lesson. The next married woman, may just ruin your life.

I can hold my head up high with dignity and look at myself in the mirror with pride. I do not need other people to build me up. Can you? Good luck in cleaning that black stain from your soul.


Me-BW 39
WH-39
D-day 9-4-12
Major TT 8-14
Friends for 20yrs dating since 2000
Married 9yrs with 2 toddlers
My wedding band is a symbol of hope, forgiveness, love, and grace.

Posts: 933 | Registered: Mar 2013 | From: PA
kickboxer
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Member # 39858
Default  Posted: 12:25 AM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

BRAVO!!!!!

MAN HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!


BW - 42 (Me)
WH - 39 (2 ONS, 6m EA)
Married 13 years, 3 children
DD: 7/13/13
Status: Rugsweeping, I guess.

Posts: 248 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Somewhere Out There
PhoenixStorm
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Member # 35316
Default  Posted: 5:54 AM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

That is so awesome!!!
I think you have hit on some great issues with OW.
Selfish self centered bitches....


BS UNSUSPECTING FOOL 54
WH BECAUSE I'M THE MAN AND I GET TO DO WHAT I WANT 46
OW The weakest of the pack 41
DDay: 2/20/12 The most out of control day of my life
Trying to R - TRYING
UPDATE 5-10-14 OVER WITH IT!
DDAY2 5-10-14

Posts: 72 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: In a state
ILINIA
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Default  Posted: 8:34 AM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Love it! The italicized parts are from my letter to the OW. I haven't sent it yet, nor do I know if I ever will. I may just rewrite it and borrow some parts of yours!

In regards to the OW, I have been thinking about dropping into their work and say a few sentences that would be powerful and leave it at that. I think she would be most impacted knowing that WH is disgusted by her and that he told the managers about there tryst so it isn't a secret.

If I make any contact it will be a short, succinct, bullet list.

Also, my WH told the OW that his "marriage is recuperating better than he expected so not to worry" and that she should "stay at her job because he is probably leaving." Isn't my WH a GREAT guy?

[This message edited by ILINIA at 8:35 AM, August 16th (Friday)]


Entering R slowly and cautiously...

Posts: 466 | Registered: Jul 2013
hopefulmother
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Default  Posted: 10:45 AM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks guys....I so wish that I could send this. Maybe on Dday? Most likely not...if she runs around cheating on her BF (who I think she has been with for 6+ years, maybe even 9) then she must already be miserable. That and she still isn't married. Tick tock tick tock...she will be 30 this year. Maybe send it on her birthday. lol


Me-BW 39
WH-39
D-day 9-4-12
Major TT 8-14
Friends for 20yrs dating since 2000
Married 9yrs with 2 toddlers
My wedding band is a symbol of hope, forgiveness, love, and grace.

Posts: 933 | Registered: Mar 2013 | From: PA
NeverAgain2013
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Default  Posted: 10:54 AM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I wrote a letter to the OW and left it in the drawer of the nightstand next to my side of the bed the morning I moved out. I knew the nosey bitch would find it in no time flat.

Well actually, it wasn't a letter, per se.

It was a manual I'd created with the title, "The Care and Feeding of Your New Lying, Scumbag Boyfriend."

Page #1 began with, "Welcome to SECOND Place, Loser!"

Yeah, I'm a bitch like that.


Be careful - that 'knight in shining armor' may very well be nothing more than an assclown wrapped in tin foil.
ME: 50+ years old and cute as a button :-)
Ex-WBF: Just a lying, cheating, gravy-sucking pig - and I left him in 2012.

Posts: 1753 | Registered: Jan 2013 | From: USA
StillLivin
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Member # 40229
Default  Posted: 11:14 AM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm going to copy, paste, and edit to suit the circumstances.

She has Daddy issues. I have thousand of texts spanning 3 years, which I will enclose in the letter, of her bad mouthing her father.

I will mail the letter to him, and politely ask him to forward to his, then, 22 year old daughter who carried on with my husband, 20 years her senior, for 3 - 4 years.

I wish there were a "like" button so I could "like" all the fantastic responses I see on here.


I don't need further confirmation of what a fuckwit he is. I already have plenty, thanks very much. -SBB
D: 7/2/2014

Posts: 2238 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: AZ
hopefulmother
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Member # 38790
Default  Posted: 3:51 PM, August 16th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Neveragain2013
That is about the funniest thing I have ever read in my life.

Believe me, if I ever choose divorce...all Hell will break loose.


Me-BW 39
WH-39
D-day 9-4-12
Major TT 8-14
Friends for 20yrs dating since 2000
Married 9yrs with 2 toddlers
My wedding band is a symbol of hope, forgiveness, love, and grace.

Posts: 933 | Registered: Mar 2013 | From: PA
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