Topic: I miss him...
Member # 10866
| Posted: 10:26 AM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
It's been a month since xSO and I broke up. We broke up because I moved for a job - 1,500 miles away. Neither of us wanted to do the indefinite long distance dance. He had some things career wise he wants to explore - making his life really uncertin and crazy right now.
It's been 30 days since I've seen him. I spoke to him once for about 15 minutes.
I miss talking to him every day. Texting him. Joking with him. Kissing him. Being held...
I know the beak up was the right decision. Most of the time - 99.99% of the time, I'm okay. But there's always this... echo of him and his presence. I think "Oh, SO would like this" or "SO would love to go see x." Even grocery shopping I stop myself from buying things I know he would like to eat.
Anyway... just posting. Venting. Sharing.
Me BW Him XSAWH
DDays 2006, and then numerous more
"In life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate." - Asimov
"Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you." - Ovid
Posts: 15325 | Registered: Jun 2006
Member # 33882
| Posted: 10:40 AM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
I'm sorry you are hurting. ((hugs))
him (NPD Ex)
"Diamonds aren't a girl's best friend, freedom is."
Posts: 2589 | Registered: Nov 2011 | From: MA
Member # 34426
| Posted: 11:02 AM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
Me BS: 35
Her WW: 34
D Day 5th December 2011
Current status: Filled for divorce 23rd Jan 2012. Response from WW was not to beg for forgiveness, but deleting me from Facebook.
Posts: 607 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: United Kingdom
Member # 30341
| Posted: 11:08 AM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
DDay 11/17/2010 BW:52
Posts: 3130 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Iowa
Member # 32810
| Posted: 11:10 AM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
It sucks so bad when it's just circumstances, because you don't get the "I'm better off without him" feelings to help you through the hard parts.
"You yourself deserve your love and affection as much as anybody in the universe." -Buddha
"Let's face it, life is a crap shoot." -Sad in AZ
Posts: 13748 | Registered: Jul 2011
Member # 31528
| Posted: 11:48 AM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
Posts: 35238 | Registered: Mar 2011
Member # 30346
| Posted: 12:09 PM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
me...BS, 43 years old, 2 small kids
WS, 41, multiple gay affairs
M 15 years, together 17
"For whatever we lose, like a you or a me, it's always ourselves we find in the sea" ee cummings
Posts: 4146 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: South
Member # 31468
| Posted: 8:02 PM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
(((hurtbs))) I'm sorry.
Together 9 yrs
Status: Divorced 4/27/11
Above all, be the heroine, not the victim. - Nora Ephron
It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.
- J. K. Rowling
Posts: 4528 | Registered: Mar 2011 | From: Texas
Member # 19258
| Posted: 9:57 PM, July 29th (Monday), 2013|
that just sucks. i'm sorry you're going through it :(
But that's just a lot of water
Underneath a bridge I burned
And there's no use in backtracking
Around corners I have turned
“Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future.” -foulton oursler
Posts: 8440 | Registered: Apr 2008
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