sometimes its all too much (most of the time I'm all good) but this weekend has been not the best.
I got served divorce papers - a good thing right? I know its been over for more than 2 years. My ex moved straight in with his OW when he left me. I've dipped into dating and have enjoyed meeting a man here and there and have kept one for 6 months before we called it quits.
so why has this brought me down? I mean FFS I wouldn't go anywhere near his crazy ass ever again and if I never had to see or speak to him again I would die a happy woman.
and then today I got a call from my folks saying that my Mum has been diagnosed with alzheimers - earlyish days.
I get home tonight and find my two room mates moving out for a month while they house-sit.
and here I sit in the marital home which I'm trying to sell (been on the market for a year now) stuck. I've got no money to move back to my home-town until I sell.
and now I just feel like crying.
I hope they have true love cause I'd hate to think my life has been de-railed to this extent for anything less than true love.
sorry for the pity party for one. I'm sure tomorrow will bring me a better attitude.
well it better
Me = FBS
Him = gone
things that happen in my life do not define who I am. I get to choose to be the best I can be, for me. cause I'm worth it.