will be 5 years since I found out about H affair.
just under a month of 4 years that I found out the affair continued.
God, how my life has changed! I miss that feeling of safety I used to have.
We both feel like things are better. We work on our M every day now.
I don't think tomorrow will hurt as much as it has in years past. I hope not...
The one thing that bothers me yet is that I still have this hate for OW. She went on to get married and it seems didn't suffer at all. I hate that.
I'm hoping tomorrow will just be a normal day, but I'm also hoping H will acknowledge it in some way too. Kind of like putting flowers on a grave in rememberance of when someone died.
IDK, this time of the year is just hard.