I know that will probably never happen but today I'm just so pissed off.
Yes he's working with me and doing most things right but I am struggling with how damn selfish one person can be. Is 2 minutes of pleasure worth destroying the person you claimed to love!?!?! And that's how I feel today - destroyed. This mental torture must be what hell is like and I never in my life could have imagined pain so unbearable before this.
I had to get that out!!!!
Me (BS): 35
Him (fWS): 36
Married 16 years 6 kids ages 15-6
DDay #1 (EA) July '08
DDay #2 (EA/ONS- different OW) May 15, 2013
Finally this is R 8/14/13
"Forgiving is a journey; the deeper the wound, the longer the journey".