IRL I haven't seen XH in 4 years. We've talked on the phone 2x, and there have been a few brief, business-like emails. My psyche still seems to be trying to work something out about X. The dream seems to say that I will never really know how X felt about me in our 20 year relationship, he gave me something broken and I can give the relationship whatever meaning I want to (by rearranging the words on the locket). It's just a busted puzzle.
The amazing subconscious....
The last dream I had of FT, I woke laughing because he's having a baby with Twat.
I was WTF are YOU thinking at 74 yrs old ?????
I hate when dreams make you more confused when you wake up than when you went to sleep. Apparently my subconscious has not gotten the message.