Topic: Does your wayward have other addictive behaviours?
Member # 33523
| Posted: 8:28 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
Just curious about this. Does your wayward have any other addictive and/or escapist behaviours, drugs, booze, gambling, shopping, etc?
In retrospect, I kick myself for not picking up on the connection betwixt XH's love of smoking pot and other escapist behaviour.
I'm wondering if this is an anomaly or not.
Me: MH 40s; Him: MH 40s (I had RA)
OW: 30s, moron; one of many
M: 8 yrs
3/13: D'd; free of the overgrown baby
Everything is as it should be.
Posts: 634 | Registered: Oct 2011 | From: Vulcania
Member # 39019
| Posted: 8:51 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
Spending money is definitely weakness for mine. Interestingly he was very damning of his mothers addictive behaviors such as alcoholism and spending issues that they found after she passed unexpectedly. Hoping his IC will help him see that just avoiding alcohol and giving into other addictive behaviors that are just as destructive is not a good choice. Just a different form of the same thing. Edited to add gaming which I can totally deal with in moderation in comparison.
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Posts: 101 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Me=BW 45
Member # 34755
| Posted: 8:52 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
He's a diagnosed sex addict.
His escape now is online gaming, via world of warcraft. If he lets himself he can be online for hours upon hours. This has caused severe problems in the past. He is addicted to it, though he tries not to be online as much as he used to be. However, I'd rather him game then be watching porn. I do game with him a bit, I know who he plays with.
However, its like trading one addiction for another, albeit not as bad.
BS - Me
DDay 1 - Jul 11
DDay 2 - Jul 12
R Dec 12
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Posts: 1993 | Registered: Feb 2012
Member # 36988
| Posted: 8:58 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
My SAWH is a recovering all around addict. Workaholic, opiate addict, sex addict. He can easily get addicted to technology and anything else! That is why working a recovery program is essential. Addicts will just change one addiction for another, without hard recovery work.
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DDay - 6/15/11
R started - 7/1/11
False Discl- 9/27/12
Real Discl - 2/12/13
Poly - 3/1/13 Pass!
Me - BS (46)
WH - 52 (SA, NA, WA)
Kids: 2 littles and 1 grown
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Posts: 1084 | Registered: Sep 2012 | From: Texas
Member # 34827
| Posted: 9:24 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
After my ws got out of rehab for alcohol and cocaine several yrs ago, he never fell off the wagon....but I saw this new intensity with whatever thing he was into. He raced boats, played baseball, weight lifted, online gaming even church. Whatever he did it was balls out and nothing else mattered. I called him intense but upon reading about recovering addicts I realized he's got the addictive personality. The ow however is not one addiction he's replaced with another yet...oh yea porn too, and I mean massive amounts of viewing.. I think he also has a vicodin issue but "he gets them
from the doctor" so that makes nodding off ok, right?
Been with him over half my life
DD1 10-01-09 DD2 02-12-12 discovered it never ended
OW..divorced slut who prefers committed men, specializing in befriending and bopping the fathers of her kids team mates
Posts: 3974 | Registered: Feb 2012 | From: midwest
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Member # 39406
| Posted: 9:27 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
Yeah, my xWH is a drug addict, which I didn't know until after our D.
It makes shutting him out of my new life much easier, that's for sure.
Me: BH - Happily Remarried, but dealing with old stuff
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and I'm losing my mind in a bottle while I choke
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Posts: 44 | Registered: May 2013
Member # 33581
| Posted: 9:30 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
Yup. 22 year sober Alcoholic and recently determined to be SA.
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Posts: 916 | Registered: Oct 2011 | From: Kailua-Kona, HI
Member # 27871
| Posted: 9:45 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
Yes. Porn. He's whiteknuckling it now.
Him:53 FWH Trying to make me a believer?
:03-01-10: The day I learned the truth
Kids:Daughters 4 all grown and married.
Reconciliation is hard.
Really freakin' hard.
Posts: 759 | Registered: Mar 2010 | From: The Great State of Texas
Member # 32554
| Posted: 10:19 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
A particular hobby which everyone thinks is just so healthy and wonderful and which he uses to be alone & isolated from other human beings.
I think he's headed towards alcoholism. He has a family legacy of alcoholism going back many generations. He drinks every night of the week but denies it.
Me = BS (Stay-at-home-mom)
Him = EX-d out (abusive troglodyte NPD SA)
3 elementary school-aged kids
Together 20 years
D-Day: Memorial Weekend 2011
2013 - I DIVORCED HIM, I'M FREE!
Posts: 8780 | Registered: Jun 2011 | From: USA
Member # 16590
| Posted: 10:27 PM, June 13th (Thursday), 2013|
My FWH started out with a huge addiction to porn, followed by his affair with a piece of trash that looked like she stepped out of a porn movie.
He is also an alcoholic and now he's obsessed with toy trains. Spent $$ on it behind my back, so now dealing with the fall out from that.
Me: BW - I'm much too young to feel this damn old
Him: FWH - Midlife crisis with a pathetic porn wannabe
D-Day: August 2004; Lots of false R until February 2005.
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Posts: 3177 | Registered: Oct 2007 | From: So Calif
Member # 20547
| Posted: 1:40 AM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
My FWH is an addict (drugs, before I met him). During the A he began gambling excessively and began abusing prescription medication.
DDay 6/07 (immediately separated)
Surprise OC born 3/08 (NC)
6 years into successful R.
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Posts: 1956 | Registered: Aug 2008 | From: PNW
Member # 38619
| Posted: 6:48 AM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
My fwH had been sober for 12 years when all of a sudden he decided he wanted to drink a glass of wine. Within 6 months he was drinking jack and coke and having an A.
He is also OCD and is working with his IC to overcome his porn addiction.
"If you're brave enough to say goodbye, life will reward you with a new hello." - Paulo Coehlo
Posts: 315 | Registered: Mar 2013 | From: East Coast
Member # 19636
| Posted: 7:06 AM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
It is pretty common for addicts to have multiple addictions.
Sometimes they escalate one additction while trying to control another. Sometimes they all go haywire in a perfect mess.
Addictions are yet another symptom of unhealthy coping mechanisms for some inner brokeness. They aren't usually the problem, per se, but a manifestation of it.
That is why good IC is important, particularly with someone who is trained to treat addiction. We've all heard of dry drunks, right? Stopping the addictive behavior doesn't fix the brokenness. The addictive behavior is lousy self-medicating and coping of a deeper issue.
BW - Reconciling
edited for typos (I always have to!)
Posts: 3556 | Registered: May 2008 | From: Midwest
Member # 37168
| Posted: 11:51 AM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
My first husband did. He was an alcoholic (died of liver failure 6 years ago). Our sons and I lived with him covering up for him etc for around 6 years, trying to persuade him into rehab etc. He lost job after job and I supported the family financially (and sadly fueled his alcohlism by financing his drinking). One day, I lost my moble and he lent me his old one. In it I found 100s of texts arranging sex in toilets etc with both men and women. I confronted him and he finally admitted that he was gay or bisexual, he wasn't sure.
We tried to R but it was all fake. He was still seeing prostitutes. I filed for divorce and when he finally left, I found hundreds of notebooks recording sexual experiences he had had with male and female prostitutes going back over 20 years (starting before we married). They were rated and coded according to position, who did what to whom etc. He had dated and recorded for 20 years. He even had been with these women, the night DD2 was born and the day I was miscarrying and waiting for him to come hom to take me to hospital. Clearly he had a deep seated sexual addiction that I had never known about. I believe that this fuelled his alcoholism and that he drank to cover up his guilt regarding his sexual behaviour.
He never showed any remorse towards me for what he had done or to our children for failing them.
I believe that there is a strong link between addictive behaviours. I also believe that I tried everything to save outr marriage to help him get over his alcoholism but it was a hopeless cause. Knowing what I later leaned, I so wish I had left him as soon as I suspected the drinking.
Posts: 220 | Registered: Oct 2012 | From: UK
Member # 38924
| Posted: 11:56 AM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
Now, it's me. :)
Me-BW 35. STBXH-35,active alcoholic, suspected NPD SA. 2 little boys. M 6yrs T13.
Year+ false R & TT from Dday1 Nov 2012 IEA - Feb 2014 count at 10 OW PA's 1LTA (all W lied to) for 3 years that I know of.
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Posts: 816 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: So Cal, baby. :)
Member # 35215
| Posted: 1:01 PM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
Yes we both do unfortunately.
BS/FWS (me):40 Madhatter
WS/BS:42 Serial Cheater
Together 18 years, Married 13
DDay(s) 5/08, 5/09, 3/30/12
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Posts: 2250 | Registered: Apr 2012 | From: California
Member # 23890
| Posted: 1:09 PM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
Well, I'm not sure this counts - but XWH always had a project he'd obsess over to the exclusion of EVERYTHING else, (except work): working out, health food, home renovation, boat renovation, music. I'm talking obsessed 16 hours a day on his days off and only ever one at a time. Once he was done with it - he walked away like it didn't matter, never mattered... on to the next thing...
Not sure how it pings as an addiction - but he definitely used it to escape.
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Posts: 4097 | Registered: May 2009 | From: New England
Member # 38604
| Posted: 1:17 PM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
My SAWH just seems to be hyperfocused on what ever he's doing. Right now it's me, his recovery and our family, and I'm ok with that!
ME - BS 49, Him - WS 46 trying to "R"
4 DD's - blended 25, 15, 14 and 11
Multi DDays the grand finale 5/12/2013
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Posts: 420 | Registered: Mar 2013 | From: Texas
Member # 38458
| Posted: 8:20 PM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
Food, particularly of the sugary kind. He'll inhale a couple THOUSAND calories of cookies or donuts in a sitting most days.
Me-29 Starting over
ExWH-29 Probable NPD, PA, manchild
3 beautiful young children
DDay 1/20/13 Admits PA
No remorse so NO R. DIVORCED! 9/2013
Posts: 541 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: USA
Member # 30853
| Posted: 8:28 PM, June 14th (Friday), 2013|
god only knows what else
He's a mess and kept it pretty well hidden for the majority of the M. I'm glad he's now OWs problem.
BW - me
ExWH - "that one"
D - 2011
You get what you put in, and people get what they deserve.
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