So maybe I was wrong about the first and the second time she cheated. But I know she made out at the least with that girl last year. I saw it with my eyes as did my friends. All the lack of affection and neglect made me believe there was more to it all. That hurt led me to leave her and my unborn daughter. The hurt made question her more and more.
After all that crap and dealing with it the best I can she pulls it again. But this time its some random dude she meet at a restaurant.
I was told last night that it was my fault because I have been mean and she was angry. So she messed around with this dude cause she was pissed at me.
Is there anything even worth saving at this point?
I how do I explain to her how she has made me feel without her claiming Im attacking her, or is she just never going to get it?
I asked her to read the post about what WS's should expect from us BS's. At two separate point she told me that I need to get over it for this to work. exFREAKINGcuse me! She could not have read it. I did every day for a week, hoping to be able to game the steps some how because I used to be a freaking happy person.
One more vent. She agreed that when she was messing around with the OW that our relationship was better then than it had been in years. What?! So your experimenting with another women made your marriage better, nice. Thanks for that........Me: 36
OW: Lingerie football player
Married: 5 years
D Day1: 2012 year of a life of a box of chocolates
D Day2: may 2013
kids: yes born in the fall of 2012
Separated: July of 12
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