I felt guilt and regret at #1.
I thought I felt remorse at #2 and #4, but I was in a fog and I felt empathy, more guilt, sadness, shame, and much regret but I don't think it was true remorse until the fog cleared. Now it's more than just seeing the devastation of my actions, but a real deep rooted *KNOWING* that my actions caused this.WS (me) 45- Dday was 9/20/2012
Wife 41 (sodamnlost on SI)
Together 9 years, married 5
Stepdad to 6 amazing kids (22, 21, 16, 15, 12, 10)
Trying wicked hard - never giving up.