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User Topic: Long Term Affairs X I V
So Lost
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Default  Posted: 8:56 AM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

He has joined myspace as well now. Nope, not a word of it to me. He hasn't posted anything or even read much, but that seems irrelevant.

I just think maybe it is over. Maybe ouir problems are too big, maybe he is not able to give me what I need.

I just feel broken. Not sure how I am going to even get through the next minute. let alone the hour or the day.


Me: BS
Wh: WS
Dday 10/28/07
LTA with coworker
Attempting Reconciliation
he is remorseful, I am willing, we'll see what happens

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forgivenotforget
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Default  Posted: 9:42 AM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
I had to forward this link. I hope this doesn't make anyone too sad but for me this song really expresses how I feel about my H's LTA.
I'll post the lyrics for anyone who wants them.
Hugs to all!


D-day - 12/23/05 LTA - 8 years.
"Love's a matter of trust and I just want to believe in us." M McBride

Posts: 1901 | Registered: Jun 2006 | From: A tunnel where I'm beginning to see the light
forgivenotforget
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Default  Posted: 9:47 AM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung
No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame.

And still
I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different form this hell I'm living
so different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

ETA - For me, I think my healing has to come from giving up the dream, because there is still a part of me that doesn't want to accept who my H was and what our M was for all those years. I was always an idealist, especially when I first met my H. I believed we were so lucky, so different from everyone else. I believed we had something so few people ever have and over the years, as my H became more distant and I became more disillusioned and more bitter, I wondered what happened to change what I thought we were. I worked so hard to bring that back and during the last few years of my H's LTA I let myself believe in us and made this fantasy up about us, that somehow we had come through a rough patch in our M and we were once again, special only to find out that he had been living a lie.
So now, I will continue to try to accept what is real about my M and my H and maybe if I can do that, I will be able to heal.

[This message edited by forgivenotforget at 10:18 AM, April 15th (Wednesday)]


D-day - 12/23/05 LTA - 8 years.
"Love's a matter of trust and I just want to believe in us." M McBride

Posts: 1901 | Registered: Jun 2006 | From: A tunnel where I'm beginning to see the light
hurtshirley
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Default  Posted: 11:11 AM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So Lost - I have to say that would be a major dealbreaker for me. Secrets (whatever they might be) should be off limits and secret social networking pages are a big problem. I think you need to confront him with this info and find out why he set these up (and does his reasonsing sound logical or foggy), why he didn't tell you, ask for full access to said accounts.

FNF - Those words strike a huge chord with me. Yes, I was you and naive but I BELIEVED. I believed in him. I believed in US. I thought we had something so special and to know that all that time I was being dragged through the mud...


"Forgiveness is the grace by which you enable the other person to get up, and get up with dignity, to begin anew" Desmond Tutu

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LookingforLove
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Default  Posted: 11:52 AM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Mornin All--
I have to post on the drama that happened at my house last night..I apologize in advance for it being so long...

If you have read my story you know that OW kids and my kids are friends--have been since my oldest-19 was in 4th grade, went to the same schools and her two oldest (both boys)graduated HS with my oldest. My oldest does know about H's affair but not with who. Her kids don't know anything about the affair as far as I know..I maybe wrong but I am trying to keep the kids out of it as I feel that they have nothing to do with their parents actions and even if they knew I don't think it would stop the affair anyway...

One of her boys (RAY) has been living with his dad (he lives 2 blks from my house) and at 8:45 last night he knocked on my door. He has been over to my house many times but not that late. However I let him in as he was upset and crying. He told me his dad had thrown him out and asked to use the phone. I said no problem and let him in. He called his mom's cell (OW)-no answer. She was probably at home getting ready to go to work but did not pu the phone or call back--(this was probably due to seeing my home #-he called both his sisters' cell #s who live at home with OW but no answer...

He did not know what to do or where to go. He told me he wanted to go to his mom's and so I took him..No way was I letting him walk the streets with no where to go.. I took him to his mom's house (I now know where she lives). I also knew that she would be gone by the time I got there..

We talked on the way and he told me that he is trying to get into the Navy (I already knew that info from my son).
He also told me that his mom was still battling cancer (they found another lump after masectomy and breast reconstruction on both breasts--I already knew this as well).

I asked him if he was going to be able to stay at his mom's and he said he hoped so as he was only allowed to come over on the weekends--(of course I know why--that's so my H can see her during the weekdays and she doesn't have to worry about kids being around and finding out).

I let him out and waited until one of his sisters opened the door.

On the way to work this morning--H called me and I said to him--I better tell you about last night as you will probably find out anyway..I know both of my boys will mention Ray being thrown out and me taking him to his mom's as well as OW probably emailing him and bitchin about the fact that I now know where she lives--well, F&^$ HER!
Anyone who screws a MM and puts them above their own kids is clearly a piece of shit anyway! Same goes for my H!! RANT OVER----

Thanks for listening....and Hugs to all!


Me: BS
Him: WS LTA 6+ yrs
OW: Skank Company HO
Status:
Divorce filed 4-5-11
WH served on 4-6-11 with D papers and NC order.
Divorced: 4/20/12

Posts: 1114 | Registered: Sep 2006 | From: Washington State
Lost Heart2
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Default  Posted: 12:47 PM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hi FSA, old friend.
I am sorry to hear about your parents' health issues, and that its brought out some ugly feelings.

***
Fnf, I am sorry too for your loss.

For me, I think my healing has to come from giving up the dream, because there is still a part of me that doesn't want to accept who my H was and what our M was for all those years

((((Fnf)))))

***

LostH, you're always saying to cut some slack. Now cut some for yourself!

Errrr Ukg..which part of do as I say, not as I do, did I miss out??

As for you Miss Shirley!!!

But, really, how is your H doing? Is his mood better? Is he being more civil to you?

My H continues to slide down. He is being much better at home actually but his anger is never far from the surface. Last night my DS refused to take his medicine (he is unwell and doesnt like pills,preferring liquid medicine) and H flipped his lid. He later told me that he had gotten so angry at DS that he threw his pecan pastries on the floor and ground them now.
I think he too was shocked at how angry he was and stayed cooped up in the study on his PC till late. I saw to the kids, calmed DS down and went to bed.

He knows he has issues. He knows they are getting worse. He refuses to do anything about it. Guess he will have to probably hit rock bottom before he is ready...

***

I am beginning to believe that fully recovery of the marriage and my soul will just not happen.

Shirley, keep the faith Sweetie. Both of you have worked and are working really hard on R. You wont get the old M back but theres no stopping building a completely new one, KWIM?

***

((((Solost))))

Dont play his games. Ask him straight up. I agree with Shirley..this behaviour is just not on.


LTA BS

Dday#1 02.06.06
Dday#2 28.11.06


Mind what you love. Mind how you are loved.


Posts: 471 | Registered: Nov 2008 | From: London, UK
Lost Heart2
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Default  Posted: 12:52 PM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Looking,
You must have nerves of steel. What a compassionate soul you are.
So what was your H's response? As for the OW..the shame.


LTA BS

Dday#1 02.06.06
Dday#2 28.11.06


Mind what you love. Mind how you are loved.


Posts: 471 | Registered: Nov 2008 | From: London, UK
So Lost
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Default  Posted: 12:58 PM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I agree Looking, I am amazed at your compassion. But at some point you must be ready to break.Did you and H talk abot it or no?

I know. I am waiting to see what else happens. I am not ready to show my cards yet. I am about ready to get out of this marriage. He has not cheated since dday, but he seems to haev such issues with boundaries and what s okay adn what is not and choosing to push those boundaries like a two year old. "Well, you only said I couldn't do this, you never said this....". I am just too tired for that conversation. We'll see where these sites lead to and they may very well lead to our divorce.

Again, I am just exhausted. If you pray, I could use a few sent up. I just feel like I can't hold myself up anymore.


Me: BS
Wh: WS
Dday 10/28/07
LTA with coworker
Attempting Reconciliation
he is remorseful, I am willing, we'll see what happens

Posts: 671 | Registered: Oct 2007
LookingforLove
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Default  Posted: 1:52 PM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Lost Heart & So Lost--

When H called me this morning and I explained what I did--he listened but didn't say anything and then changed the subject--what could he say? I know that he is still in contact and he knows I know it..I did what I did out of compassion for her son and that's what I told my H--her family is F*&%#$ UP--no thanks to her. Of course she and my H will probably blame her EX for the situation but whatever...Since her son is now back home-at least for now, it might put a crimp in their daily activities. I guess she'll just have to try and pawn her son off on someone else!


Me: BS
Him: WS LTA 6+ yrs
OW: Skank Company HO
Status:
Divorce filed 4-5-11
WH served on 4-6-11 with D papers and NC order.
Divorced: 4/20/12

Posts: 1114 | Registered: Sep 2006 | From: Washington State
iwantamiracle
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Default  Posted: 11:15 PM, April 15th (Wednesday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

lookingfor love....what you did for that child was truly an absolute act of kindness....there aren't a whole lot of people who could put there feelings aside and do something totally selfless....so kudos to you....

this site has shown me alot of amazing humans....


i am taking my life back, one step at a time!!!!!

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BorrowTrouble
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Default  Posted: 11:56 AM, April 16th (Thursday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

FSA,

I'm sorry to hear about your parents.

BT


D-day 7/29/04.

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Lost Heart2
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Default  Posted: 2:55 PM, April 17th (Friday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hi All

I wanted to share something that came up in IC this week. I was saying to IC how I missed praying and the rituals that accompanied that; and how last week, during my break, I had a little light go off, regarding this.

You see, after dday#1, I was a little miffed with God, but believed that there was A REASON why God allowed H to do what he did; it was a lesson for me to learn. H re-inforced that with the reasons he gave (and I took on)that whilst having a 2.5 year A was wrong, it was all my fault (I was too involved with the kids; never enough sex, blah blah, most of you have it heard it all before). So I thought that dday actually saved my M and gave me a 2nd chance to be a better W. And so I prayed hard for God to help me be a better W for H; sometimes even breaking down in tears with the knowledge that I drove the poor man to break his vows. Yeah...I was one messed up dude.
I spiralled down and did a great job of beating myself up for failing God,H and my children and the whole world...cue S attempt.

Then came dday#2, with it the end of the world as I thought I knew it. My whole M and hence my whole adult life had been a sham. In knocking off H off his pedastal, I threw the bathwater out as well. God had failed me. I knew that I had tried darn hard all those years ago to be a good W and M, so why didnt He protect me? I did my part, dammit. What was so bad about me? This was not fair. So I abandoned God for I believed that He too was a lie....I was alone.

Cue 1 year later, I am doing much better than I ever thought possible. Not only have I not been struck down, I have a job, I am a Contributer, I have Purpose, I have Value and I make a difference. I am starting to believe in myself and when I look around, I am so so grateful for all that I have. And a small part of me niggles that it could not have been possible without Him.

So why then I am still struggling with God?
This is what came out in IC.
1.Adultery is a HUGE sin in my religion, so bad that its the punishment is likened to death.
2.I hated my father for his LTAs and vowed that I would never stay M'd to a cheater, let alone M anyone like that.

In staying with H, I went against 2 of my very own core beliefs. And hence, I have since stayed away from God, because I was ashamed for still being in this M, which has been a farce from day 1.

IC says I need to forgive myself for staying, and accept that H will be judged by a Higher Power oneday; that me staying with him does not and should not reflect on my relationship with God; it doesnt make me a hypocrite as it appears I believe myself to be, for doing so.

Thoughts anyone?

****

Big hugs for anyone who needs them. And for those of you who are riding a good wave, let us know...it does bring some sunshine to our lodge.

(((((LTA Tribe))))))


LTA BS

Dday#1 02.06.06
Dday#2 28.11.06


Mind what you love. Mind how you are loved.


Posts: 471 | Registered: Nov 2008 | From: London, UK
forgivenotforget
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Default  Posted: 5:06 PM, April 17th (Friday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

LH - this is a loaded question and one that I struggle with often. The part of me that is a believer accepts that things do happen "for a reason." That if I just keep the faith, and trust that God is in control, then there is some purpose that might be fulfilled and although I don't understand what that purpose might be, a greater good will come out of this painful situation. There a beautiful hymn that I have always loved and when I would hear it in church it always moved me. It's called, Here I Am Lord. When I heard this after d-day, I kept trying to figure out what it was that God might need from me, how could this awful thing that has happened to me somehow serve a higher purpose?
When my DD learned of my H's LTA she came to me and asked, "aren't you angry at God?" My answer was that if I had known about the A while I was caring for my MIL, I would never have been able to give her the care and attention she needed so if this was what I was supposed to do, if this was my purpose at this time, then so be it. (I found out about my H's LTA one month after my MIL passed away. I was her primary caregiver for over a year - she was extremely ill. I really don't believe it's coincidental that my H's LTA was discovered so soon after she died.)
Another thought that I have had over these last 3 years is that my H was a very lost soul. He had been hurt badly as a child. He had been emotionally deprived, verbally abused and criticized throughout his childhood. I don't think he ever knew what tenderness was. He was taught to lie, steal, do whatever it takes to get ahead and not worry about "the other guy." His father told him to "get as much ass as you can." Nice, huh? Faith and religion held little value. Success, getting ahead, making money, these were the values that were driven into his head.
On those days when I am trying to figure out what good can possibly come from this, I wonder if somehow (now this is going to sound really weird coming from me)
my purpose is to show my H that love is possible, that serving only himself to get what he wants out of life, is never what was intended for us. That the values of love, loyalty, honesty, compassion, caring, tenderness, giving of oneself for the benefit of others are beautiful things.
Now, having said that, the angry human part of me was angry at everyone, including God. He knew, all my H's coworkers knew, possibly a lot of other people knew, and no one cared enough about me to let me know what my H was doing. I slipped away from God, church, spirituality and I find now that my sister is so sick and I've lost some very young family members, that I feel the need to get back to my spiritual life.
I agree with your IC that your H (and mine) will be judged by a Higher Power. I also believe that God would respect and approve our choice to keep our families together. I cannot ever imagine God judging us harshly for wanting to keep our families together. We know that divorce is so devastating to children. We are doing what we believe is in their best interest.
How can that be wrong?
I will add though that if abuse continues, if the infidelity continues, if we or our children are being harmed in any way by our S's then this cannot be what God wants for us. But if we have given our H's another chance and they are working very hard to prove they are faithful and honor the M and honor us, then I think God must be very well pleased.

[This message edited by forgivenotforget at 5:10 PM, April 17th (Friday)]


D-day - 12/23/05 LTA - 8 years.
"Love's a matter of trust and I just want to believe in us." M McBride

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lostsuol
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Default  Posted: 5:19 PM, April 17th (Friday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

D#$%^&*N

just lost my post so I will attempt again later in word processor so I can copy and paste.

{{{LTA}}}


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iwantamiracle
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Default  Posted: 10:35 PM, April 17th (Friday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

lh2: i too struggle with my faith, on one hand i constantly had prayed the rosary, held it at all times and on the other hand i could not stop asking of "him" why...wtf did i do to deserve this crap....i don't even have a fucking before...because ow#1 was always there, she precedes me.....

then i realized that i had prayed every single day a prayer that "he" answered...."please let my husband "SEE" what he has, what he is losing with his kids and me, please open his eyes.....so "god" answered by opening my eyes to my wh's multiple lta's and other crap.....now he "SEES" as i asked but he still continues to lie....so he "SEES" and my kids have a better father, however its at the price of their mother and should the cat come out of the bag to my kids...that too will be blown away...but he "SEES".....so now i pray everyday a new prayer, and its an either/or prayer.....either give him what he needs to stop ALL the lying, or give me what i need to move on without him.....of course moving on without him is a conundrum, because i will stay in this marriage in name only for my children and my children will know nothing, because as i see it they are all teenagers, at an age where surrounding influences and life altering event will shape them and change them....so if i choose to throw him out now, my kids will be miserable and devasted, i will be miserable and devasted so who wins, and even if i manage to not be miserable without him, the fact of my kids being miserable will make me miserable...so i lose either way, why should my kids lose....not to mention financially it would be better for now anyways....once they are done with college, well then thats another story...in the meantime my husband can step up to the plate with his kids, one of them in particular (the one he emotionally abused) and right that wrong (after all isn't that what i prayed for)....however if this changes and he goes back to the dad he was before he "SEES" then he's out...i will not have a single reason to keep him here except money...and that would not be enough of a reason...my kids emotional well being is the only reason he is in this house now, because as much as he "SEES", he is still "blind" to the fact that he still lies....

i keep wondering what lesson i am supposed to be learning, or where is the open door, since the old one is closing.....aside from a hurt like no other...what am i getting out of this, was my whole existance just for my kids and when my kids are set where the fuck will i be, aside from even older then i am now.......


i am taking my life back, one step at a time!!!!!

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Lost Heart2
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Default  Posted: 5:00 AM, April 18th (Saturday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you Fnf and Miracle for your thoughts.
I am feeling squirmish..like I am strugglng to come out of some coccoon, hopefully to a more peaceful skin.

****
LostSuol,

D#$%^&*N

Lady, watch your language!!
****

Today is my DD's bday party...a houseful of 9 year old girls. Have mercy.


LTA BS

Dday#1 02.06.06
Dday#2 28.11.06


Mind what you love. Mind how you are loved.


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lostsuol
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Frustrated  Posted: 5:41 AM, April 18th (Saturday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Lady, watch your language!

Sorry LH2... I'm just not one to 'curse' and wanted to express my frustration. Your post resonated for me what I've felt for a long time about things happening for a reason and what have I done that God has allowed me to be hurt this way.
We attend m-i-l's church occasionally although we are not members. There have been several ministers there in the time we have been back in our home city. I'm not comfortable enough to speak privately with the current minister yet despite missing my faith and a desire to renew my relationship with God. I very much miss the Christian women's group I belonged to where we lived before.
I don't know if I'm making sense. I haven't slept tonight. Or the last few nights... actually not really well since coming back from being with our new grandson and my sister. I manage to sleep a couple of hours in the morning after FWH goes to work but I'm not rested.

Soon FWH will be getting up for work (busy season again). Being away was really good for us but something feels 'off' now. I just don't know what is making me feel so unsettled. I don't feel confident of anything or capable of knowing how to proceed. SoLost said it the other day: Not sure how I am going to even get through the next minute. let alone the hour or the day.

I'm dreading the wkend... too much time alone to think. I know that a Pity Party won't help. What good is a party of one anyway?


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So Lost
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Default  Posted: 8:56 AM, April 18th (Saturday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It's so interesting to read these posts about religion...sometimes you think you are the only one questioning.

I had lots of questions after dday. I'm Catholic...so guilt is abundant and we heap it on ourselves! lol I was angry at God and wondering what I did to deserve this, etc. All the same stuff.

I started reading my Bible. Really reading it. Listening to what God said. Pausing afterwards to hear what He might say to me after I had read. Praying beforehand that He woudl lead me to what I needed to know. I ended up starting a weekly Bible study with my mom's group at church adn it has been immensely helpful. Although I don't discuss this exact topic with them.

I have found that God gives us free will. So bad things happen. Idiot husbands screw up. God does not stop all the bad things from happening, that woudl take away our free will. We have to chose Him. But he tries to turn those bad things in to good things. The affair turning in to a closer and better marriage or a H coming to know God. I don't know.

But it has helped me to realize that this may not be about me at all. This maybe about my H, or my marriage or even the ow and her journey through life. But I have to believe from what I read in the Bible that God will turn it all around and I will be rewarded later. This life is just a blink of an eye to Him.

OK, didn't mean to get all preaching for those who skied that part. Just trying to say, don't just look at what your religion or religious leaders say about guilt and fault adn vows,....read the Bible and you might find a bit more forgiveness.


All that said, I am doing terribly. H adn I have talked very little int he past 4 days. I just can't do it anymore. I am fine at work or where ever, but when I come home I feel sick and sad and just breaking apart. I try to just steer clear of him.

H is scared I think. Doesn't know what to do. We talked briefly about facebook and all. He has still looked at it a couple times but all old friends that I know an wouldn't have an issue with. I honestly didn't tell him not to use it, and we only hit on it briefly. I basically said,

I

give up. I told you in September that I needd you to initiate doing things together and to initiate sex and to make an effort. We have not done anything but watch tv alone since then adn have not had sex. I give up. Then you join a social network thing where you can talk to other women privately and it's just too much.You would rather look at porn than be with me.

He keeps trying to hold my hand, give me a hug, told me then he wanted to be with me, thought he had been doing things with me, he was trying. I just said nothing. I have o idea where to go from here. For some reason I feel like i am feeling all the hurt of the affair all over again. And I physically hurt in my stomach although I know nothing is physically wrong with me. I HATE this.


Me: BS
Wh: WS
Dday 10/28/07
LTA with coworker
Attempting Reconciliation
he is remorseful, I am willing, we'll see what happens

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Star727
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Default  Posted: 1:37 PM, April 18th (Saturday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I've decided to let go and let God. I can't do this on my own anymore. All I do is mess it up and upset myself.

I can't make my H love me like he used to. I can't make my H stop talking to OW or wanting to be with her.

I'm tired of reaching for my H in bed and he just lays there. I'm tired of telling him I love him first. He never says that to me first.

I don't know what God wants me to do about this. So I'm being myself, living with him the best I can and putting my emotions on hold to prevent any further heartaches.


Me 55, H 60, Married 25 yrs
2 Kids, 19 & 24
H had long term EA with coworker.


"It ain't about love anymore."


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Lost Heart2
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Default  Posted: 6:53 AM, April 20th (Monday), 2009View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

oops. double post.

[This message edited by Lost Heart2 at 2:31 AM, April 24th (Friday)]


LTA BS

Dday#1 02.06.06
Dday#2 28.11.06


Mind what you love. Mind how you are loved.


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